Don't Speak(Reddie)

Chapter Twelve

Richie

It's been 2 months since that party and since then we've gone to a few more. I was glad Eddie's first experience didn't shake him too much. He'd finally worked up the courage to give me a handjob but other than this step the only thing that had changed was the fact that we couldn't keep our hands off of each other. We still hadn't actually had sex but I definitely didn't complain about what I was getting. I hadn't told him I loved him since that night. Him not saying it back had made me shy away from it. How social he was being at parties, especially with other guys also made me shy away from saying it.

I was the first person Eddie had ever done anything with so it wouldn't surprise me if what he felt for me was just some stupid high school crush and he didn't have the same deep feelings about me that I had about him. We were going to another party at Zach's house tonight and I really wasn't in the mood to go but I knew Eddie liked to get out and I knew he liked his friends being able to get out more too. So I sucked it up and the four of us went to Zach's house.

Later in the night after everyone was stupid wasted, except for me I didn't drink anything, my fears were proven to be rational as I spotted Eddie across the huge living room talking with Ryan again. They were standing way too close together and Ryan had his arm wrapped around Eddie. I went to go say something about it but was caught off guard by Greta coming up to me and drunkenly ranting at me. "I can't believe you nailed and bailed me. We could have totally been a thing." I scoffed at her. 

"The thing about that is, I have no interest in being a 'thing' with anyone but the person I am currently a 'thing' with. Even if I was, I would never date someone like you. You're just a stupid slut."  I didn't mean to come off so harsh but I was already annoyed and she wasn't helping anything. As anticipated she slapped me and stormed off. I looked back to where Ryan and Eddie were but they were gone. NO. NO. NO. NO. I swear to Christ those two better not be alone somewhere. Ryan will fucking die. 

I found them easily, they were in one of the empty bedrooms. What I saw when I walked in broke my heart and honestly shocked me. They were kissing! They were fucking kissing and they were doing it shamelessly. I wanted to pull Ryan up and whoop his ass but I didn't so that. I cleared my throat and the 2 shot away from each other. "Oh shit..." Eddie murmured when his eyes met mine.

"Yeah oh shit. I think it's time for us to fucking leave."

"Why should he go with you? He's having plenty fun here." I whirled on Ryan, glaring at him so hard that if looks could kill he'd be six feet under. "I am trying really fucking hard not to make a scene right now Ryan but you are REALLY testing my patience. I suggest you close your slut-mouth before I shove your fucking head through the wall. As for you, you're coming to my house. You're sleeping this shit off and tomorrow... Tomorrow is going to be a really hard fucking day for both of us." I could see the hurt and worry in Eddie's eyes but I didn't really care. I was beyond fucking angry and beyond hurt. I never expected the sweet boy to do something like that to me, so it hurt that much worse.

"Richie--" He tried to say once we were at my house and in my room. 

"Nope we are not talking about this shit right now because neither of us is in the right mind-set to do it. Go to bed." I flicked my light off and left my room. I slept on the couch that night.

A/N: bYE