Beautiful monster G.B.D

Though im terrified..

dons pov
It's 3:30 pm I look around our kitchen and see that grayson isn't in there me and Grayson's been living together since 5 months so we share the same room same kitchen bed etc.. I love living with grayson my parents died when I was 13 and now I'm 19 my birthday is in a couple of days so grayson wants to surprise me and take me out to dinner and my birthday is also our 2 year anniversary I wonder what I should get him some cuff links a Rolex? Hmm I'll have to see anyways I continue looking for grayson and find him on the couch sleeping still with an ashtray on the table next to the couch and a pack of ciggrates lighter and he reeks of alcohol yet again he went to the bar last night I hit his back hard and tell him to wake up and he jumps up from the couch and sits down normal I look at him dissaponted and he stares back feeling guilty
"Why gray why" "why what don why I'm a screw up why I can't make you happy"
"No grayson why do you do this to yourself and to me your hurting yourself and you're loosing me and gray you make no sense at all, if you continue drinking and smoking gray ur breaking me and loosing me Everytime don't do this to yourself or to me grayson please"
"Don it's not that easy it's really not-" I cut him off
"And I know it's not grayson but if you really love me it wouldn't be that hard!.."
"Well it fucking is!"
Done with this conversation I go in my room and slam the door and lock it and cry sliding down the door why. Why when I strictly got mad at him for this same reason I'm terrified of what might happen to him if he continues to drink and smoke I love him and I want the best for him but right now I'm not sure if he loves me..

This is a way better chapter then the last one anyways vote save and share and all that love ya guys
Also THANKS FOR 180 READS! me don and gray all appreciate it right guys
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