Though im terrified, im turned on but scared of you..

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Donnas pov
a few days after Grayson being so sweet, it was early in the morning and his phone kept buzzing he was still asleep and I decided to grab his phone it was a
unknown number? That was texting him I decided to go to the chat making sure he's still sleeping I see texts that say this

"I miss you"

"Let's cuddle again"

"Can I taste ur lips again?"

"She probably doesn't treat you how I would"

"She's innocent, I'm freaky and we both know she can't handle what you're into"

"When are you going to tell her what you did?"

I stop before I read anymore and I feel sick to my stomach tears rolling down my face I look back at him still sleeping I decide to get a suitcase and pack all my stuff I leave him a sticky note on his desk
"You could finally get her now"
it reads

referring to whoever the girl is,
I get my suit case and throw it in the back of my car and drive away somewhere different I didn't know how long I drove for but it was night by the time I got to the hotel

my phone rang a few times from Grayson but I never picked it up I don't wanna hear whatever shit excuses he tries to make to justify what he did,

I get to the hotel room that I rented for a few weeks until I could find a small living space for myself as soon as I walk in I burst into tears just like that, it's over, it's his stupid fault my phone still ringing I answer it not saying a word

"Donna please baby are you there"
I don't respond instead I let out another sob
"Donna please I'm so sorry I really could explain-
Before he could say anymore I hang up and sob harder into my hand, I cried myself to sleep,

I wake up the next morning my face feeling swollen and my body feeling like someone beat me up with a baseball bat I make my way to the bathroom in the hotel and wash my face tears still forming in my eyes but I ignore them,

What if he's with her right now,

What if he's happy that I found out instead of him telling me,

What if he's happy with out me..

These thoughts fill my mind as I continue to cry

I fall to the floor and break down I scream hitting whatever's closest sobs coming from my mouth holding my chest wanting the pain to go away,

why can't the pain go away

Someone please take it away..

A/n shits about to get real 👀👀

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