the depression

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by ashrum927

by ashrum927

I would honestly look for and listen to "dark cloud" by crazy town as I used it for imspiration and it was good enough for this, but whatever you guys wantbto do.

I look around the apartment and I see blood splattered on the walls from the intruders I killed and I had cuts on my arms and a bloody knife on the floor 2 feet away. As I think over why I am doing this to my body I think back to the day "it" happened.

(Flashback)
It was sunny out with storm clouds coming in around 4:00 but, it was only 3:15. It was me and my girlfriend and as we were walking she was talking and I was already slightly depressed from my family abandoning me and what she did once she found out she drowned me in depression as I heard her mutter the words that changed me forever. "Seriously?!? Well you are screwed none will date you once they hear this includng me so fuck you loser!" she said. Wait!! Why... why are you leaving me, I-II-I I'm still me." "Heh, yeah right asshole go away before you make me depressed."

So I did. Simple as that.

However she spread the news of me being depressed and after that I was considered a walking plaque except my friends and even after they also left leaving just me with no support. The teachers tried to help but, no one can just force someone to be your friend so, eventually they just stopped trying as well. At that point I just left the school. None tried looking for me and filled the gap in numbers within days.
(Flashback End)

I stood up and walked away to the door. I opened it and walked into the wilderness at which I lived for the next 5 years finally getting over the depression after about 200 sessions of talking to help my depression.

After which I met my adopted daughter and my friend Sky Tearzah. After all what is one to do when they can only do so much. With these friends in tow I go to the one place that I think will be the worst a war but, one that is at my family's house. We were looking for enough money that we could relax and not go on the radar. In the meantime however we meet 3 of members of said family and "recruit them to my cause.

Hey guys, this is the longest chapterb I have ever made. Anyways, I hope you enjoy my writing and have a go day.