Shattered~Dan x reader

Chapter 11

Y/N POV

I finish telling zoe what happened and tears stream down my face. I told myself years ago i wouldnt let it affect me this way and yet again ive let it bring me to tears. Great. 

"So where did you go after you, ya know, left" zoe asks

"um i.." 

"she stayed with me" interrupts troye " i sent money to some place and she used it to catch a flight here. Which is also another reason why we're close, besides practically growing up together" he gives me a sympathetic smile as he nudges my shoulder

Then all of a sudden zoe envelopes me in a hug " Its going to be alright" she whispers into my hair

i hug her back. " thanks zoe" 

"Anything for a bestie" she says with a wink 

I wipe my eyes " so zoe, are you ready to film?"

"Yeah i am" she says "but you dont look like you are"

You look into the mirror above your dresser and see that your eyes are all blotchy and red. Great

"hey" zoe says moving my head towards her " ill do your makeup, ok?"

"Thanks zoe, that means a lot"

"No problem, and besides i feel like i owe you since you kinda spilled your heart and soul to me" she says,chuckling softly

*le time skip*

"Thank you guys for watching and please subscribe down below and make sure to subscribe to Zoe's channel as well. Have an amazing life and gooood bye"

"Wow y/n you have a knack for filming" exlaims zoe

We had just finished filming my first video for my new youtube channel, phoenixphun. It was really fun! 

"y/n!" troye yells 

"whaat?" i yell back looking at zoe, confused

"come here!" 

"Where is here?"

"My room!" yells back frustrated at my difficultness

"lets go, then" i say to zoe

We walk into troyes room to see him sitting at his computer. 

"So y/n dont me mad but i kinda sorta booked you for a small cafe in sydney...."

Oh no. Oh no oh no oh no.

"troye you didnt! I.. i ...i.. i dont know if im ready?"

"ready for what?" zoe says confused

"she is going to start earning money by preforming at cafes and stuff. Ya know, singing"

"OMG y/n! Can you sing good?" asks zoe

"well.... i dont really know. Troye seems to like it" 

"Could you sing for me? Pleaaaase?" pleads zoe

Well she is my friend. "ok sure, its not like i have anything better to do. "

And so i close my eyes and sing. 

i know that dress is karma, perfume regret 

You got me thinking 'bout when you were mine, oh

And now I'm all up on ya, what you expect?

But you're not coming home with me tonight

You just want attention, you don't want my heart

Maybe you just hate the thought of me with someone new

Yeah, you just want attention, I knew from the start

You're just making sure I'm never gettin' over you

When im done i open my eyes to a beaming troye and an ecstatic zoe. 

"y/n" zoe says breathless " that was amazing!"

I blush and mumble " thanks"  then i look at troye " troye, i dont have any new songs to preform! Lifesaver isnt even ready yet!" i exclaim

"Well you can just sing covers, ya know. I think that'll be allowed" 

"Ugh ok. When is it?" i ask nervously 

"Its in a week so you have plenty of time to prepare" 

"Ok." i look at zoe and nod my head towards the door. She gets the signal and stands up with me and we head back to my room 

" so" i say " what song should i do?" 

"You should do lost boy by ruth b" she says, grinning 

"Ok then. I already know that song so i think it'll be easy.... I hope" i say anxiously. I dont share the fact that im scared out of my mind. 

"Ok then." zoe says "lets get started"

Hope you like my story! Thank you to all of you reading it! And i promise that i will have more POV in the upcoming chapters, its just that i have an idea and it only involves one POV right now but soons guys, soon. I promise. Oh yeah and just to let y'all know, there is going to be a like 3 month or so time skip in the beginning of the next chapter. Just saying. Ok bye beautiful and amazing people. be safe and well and goodbye!!

Ari