1.1 || flashback

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Lee Minjae
I remembered when my dad used to kiss mom like there was no tomorrow.

"Aigo, Appa! You guys are so disgusting!" I'll complain and they would just laugh.

"Hahaha, c'mon little one. Appa and I are going to buy you something." She said to me, full of love in her eyes.

"Hana, dul, set! Tada~ we brought you a piggy bank!" They surprised whilst  I jumped up and down. They said that I should save money so that when the day comes and they're not there, I am prepared.

Yeah, totally prepared. Prepared to buy myself an apartment now that they threw me out.

I saved for fourteen years though, and so i have two piggy banks. Childish but, this will remind me of how my parents used to love me. How our family used to be happy all the time.

I remembered the first time they fought. Eomma said that Appa was cheating on her. Of course, I didn't know what she meant because I was still young. Now that I'm older, I totally know what she meant. 

Bad luck kept on coming. First, the cheating, second the financial problems, and third is the family problems.

Due to the stress that my parents have, they used me as a punching bag. LITERALLY A PUNCHING BAG. The beat me as if that's the only way they would get better. That's when I started to cut myself. At the age of 10, I used scissors and fine-tip ballpens to cut myself. True, it was painful but as time flies, you could not even feel the pain. As I get older, I started to use the knife. When my parents are sleeping, I would sneak to the kitchen to use it. I was seven when they started fighting. Evey night, I cried myself to sleep.

Oh, how I missed those days.

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