Without You (A TITANIC Fanfiction)

C H A P T E R O N E

I might do a because you loved me quote but don't mind it

Jacks POV

My Windows are broken my Windows inside me atleast i never loved anyone as much as I loved her she was my light on the darkest days and now she could be gone just the thought sickens me i loved her I really really loved her maybe more then I loved my mother and father and I should have saved her it's all my fault I'll never forgive myself but she's may be in a better place that is if she is dead which I don't want to believe but it's probably very true I cant go on without her she is my love tho I only knew her for a few days its clear she is my true love I no longer have a destiney if she is gone. she was my destiney we were made for eachother.

Rose POV

Jacks gone.... he is forever gone...... Without his love I am nobody he was my strength when I was weak he was my voice when I couldn't speak he was my eyes when I couldn't see he gave me faith cause he believed but he's gone and it's my fault.... there was room for him he was my life he was my love I don't believe in life when life has taken all I had. life has taken me. life has taken my lover I had someone but now I have nobody I love Jack even if he is gone which he his so I'll try to go on even tho I won't because of my love for him and all that love that I had broke my heart broke my faith broke my everything broke I am a broken soul now I have to put my self together piece by piece but I can't cause I don't have all the pieces Jack is the missing piece he is all the pieces of me so that makes me nothing so if I'm nothing then what's the point of life I might as well kill myself if I don't have him there's no point to life without Jack there's no life without Jack there's no soul. I may have survived but my soul died that night and now I have to love really love someone and if that means killing myself that's what I have to do. Were still trying to find the Carpathia so why don't I jump out of this lifeboat? I mean I'm just a waste of space if I don't have Jack by my side.

Rose Jumps Out Of The Life Boat

Officer lowe: "Oh my God what are you doing get her back in the life boat get her back in"

Rose: "stop don't touch me i want to die"

Officer lowe: " Please miss come back on"

A Guy pulls rose back on

Rose: "I told you not to touch me" she says weeping "I want to die"

Officer lowe: "we have to keep a close watch on this one"

Guy: "Yes we do" the guy says

Officer lowe: "she probably lost a loved one and wants to die"

Guy: "Maybe We should ask her she's probably scared to death right now"

Officer lowe: "Miss what is wrong"

Rose: "Leave me alone"

Officer lowe: "if you tell me maybe we can fix it "

Rose: "you can't fix it I saw him i saw him die it's my fault I didnt share the door with him"

Officer lowe: "if you wanted to die why did you blow that whistle?"

Rose: "because he told me to love to not give up"

Officer lowe: "who told you?"

Rose: "Jack, Jack Dawson"

Officer lowe: "Well I'll check the survivors"

Rose: " i saw him die rose" says sobbing "I killed him"

Officer lowe: "you didn't bloody kill him"

Jacks POV

Even if she died I will continue to look for her I will never stop if I get a wife I will divorce her if I find rose. Rose is my one true love that will never go away I hope she becomes a actress if shes even alive maybe I'll find her on this ship if I don't and she is alive I hope she becomes a actress atleast I hope her love for me will never die cause I know I'll never love that hard again The titanic was suppose to be the ship of dreams but the only dream was rose she was too good to be true too pretty to not be an angel she was too pretty and good to not be a fantasy and the one love I had I may never see again I may never love again I may never have kids with her i nay never spend a Chrismas with her i may never get to see her smile her beautiful smile the love of my life the air to my life