Without You (A TITANIC Fanfiction)

Chapter 15 - But i love him

                     i walk down the hall of what seems to  be a good school for jocelyn and jackie but im not sure after all i cant put them back in that dreadful school it would be terrible of me to do that to them as im walking i see my mother.  my mother then walks up to me and says "i knew all along i should have had ava be cals fiance but i chose you just because you were prettier but now your just a gutter rat and the other gutter rat killed cal and he got away with it!' my mother says glaring at me "that gutter rat is my husband that is the father of your 3 grandchildren" i fire back my mother then grabs me by the hair and starts twirling me in the air so i punch her in the face and she stops "haha mother maybe your strong but im stronger enjoy that bloody nose i just gave you" i say with no regret somehow the guards dont see "oh i see that gutter rat taught you how to be unlady like did he your not staying with him" my mother says "but i love him and no one is stopping me from that and i was right your a terrible person and not just was i right so was father" i say with a voice i have never been aloud to use.  "oh mother you thought i didnt know what you did everynight? when you thought i was asleep oh i heard everything i heard the men you brought in the house Eric, Damion, Christopher, Blake, and others so many i cant even count and it happened when dad was dying you couldnt live without money could you? thats all you want and you want me to make you rich. But i will never end up like you!" i then walk away very proud of myself and go home when i reach me and jacks home i grab the rest of the blonde hair dye and start dying my hair blonde. i then have long curly blonde hair but thats not enough for me so i start cutting my hair when i am finished its 3 inches below my shoulder. im quite pleased with myself. im no poor little rich girl now .im a Middle class happy girl and thats all ive ever wanted everything i needed.