The Lesbian Escape

Part five: The Parade

If there's one thing I've learned. It's that love hurts and heartache burns. That night I had returned home was probably one of the worst nights of my life.

After I had found out, where I was, I knew I was gonna encounter something but nothing like this. After the police arrived, I wasn't sure I wasn't sure, I was gonna be able to stay at home anymore.

But instead of arresting me, and taking me to prison, the let me off with a warning. But I was probably grounded for life. That night was rough.

My now Ex-boyfriend was no longer on my list of people to call when I was down. I had blocked him earlier that evening. I had jumped into bed, and cried for about an hour.

Currently, I fiddling around with my sisters old princess comforter that has the tattered edge with small amounts of thin white cotton flowing out every time I move it closer to my body.

I laughed at the memories that involved this comforter. The Christmas out dog spots played tug of war with the long almost quilt like feeling of a large blanket.

I started crying and playing my music through my headphones through my laptop along from my mothers wifi.

I looked around the room. The television was on the news and the volume was deliberately on low. I just stared at it.

And then I saw something, my name was on the news, so I briskly turned up my rooms television. I had been extremely fortunate for mom to settle on nine months of grounding and let me keep most of my devices.

The police officers had found my phone   And its battery in the dumpster behind the old Waffle House, where I had been laying on the trash bags filled with rotting waffle sandwiches and molding cups of coffee.

I remember eating the waffles and vomiting it up later on. I never thought I would've thought I would've made it hope.

At night, I couldn't have less depressed. I was upset, and sad, being out of the house for so long and adjusting back into the world of young adulthood and parenting.

I was broken, but In the morning, I faked a shower, even though, I felt slightly refreshed, I wanted to stay home.

I had no reason to be happy, but the moment the bus pulled around the corner, I'm felt a brisk sensation of joy as I walked up the steps, I noticed Jane.

And although, I sat in beside and we conversed, I remain false, with a fake smile, and I was breaking inside.

So, I decide to come clean about how I forgot about my boyfriend and how he was now my Ex, and also about how he was expected to converge on this bus, eventually but luckily he didn't show that day.

So, I ended up, inviting, her to my upcoming parade, and welcome home after party, and falling in love, all over again.

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