Solitary || y.min

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⚠WARNING⚠

This chapter contains sexual assault.

It basically tells the story of how Taehyung became the way he is.

(in no way am ï trying to make light of sexual assault, it's just part of the plot that explains the actions and behavior of a character)

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   Jimin woke from his, what seemed to be, ten hour nap. In reality it was just an hour nap but for him , sleeping at all right now was a blessing.

It's been about a week since he's seen Yoongi. The man seemed to be very distant and busy these past days.

Well, by busy it means he's just not been home.

Jimin lazily sat up on his bed. Slouched and without any motivation, he stood up and made his way to his bathroom.

A small gasp left his mouth as he looked at his reflection. A dead man.

His hair was in knots which was weird since he swore short hair didn't get knotted. Dark bags rested under his eyes, making him want to claw away at them. He hadn't been sleeping very much recently. The most he's gotten was a pitiful five hours for the whole week, All from short naps of course. Thoughts kept him up at night but having no thoughts kept him up most of the day.

Forcing his eyes away from the mirror in front of him, he stepped onto the dreaded scale in the corner of the room.

124.6 lbs

You lost three pounds this week, it's not enough Jimin. A voice in his head , a voice that took the tone and sound of Taehyung, whispered insults yet motivations to him.

"ahhhh leave me alone please.."

His quiet voice shook and hands trembled. He hated, absolutely hated what he was doing to himself, but at the same time he couldn't stop. He didn't know how to stop. He tried going to doctors, hospitals , even tried meal plans but he some how always ended up back where he started.

Sighing, he left his bathroom and laid back in bed.

Even if he closed his eyes he still couldn't seem to fall asleep. voices rang in his head, whispers that became louder and louder turning into screams. He pulled at his hair, twisting and turning in bed. Heavy tears flowed easily down his distressed face. His hands balled up into fists, knuckles turning white and nails digging into his skin. His reality didn't feel like reality and he just didn't want it to feel like reality.

"Please please please...."

Sobs choked up his speech, but his pleads only got louder.

meaning the voices did to.

cries and screams left his body limb and weak , until an unconscious Jimin laid in bed.

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"Jiminie~! Come play with me today!"

"But don't we have school today, Taehyung?" The boy pouted and raised his eyebrows

"hmmm", Taehyung looked up in thought, eyebrows furrowed, "Middle school can wait!"

Taehyung grabbed Jimins hand, causing the 13 year old boy to break out in a big smile, and dragged him to the forest.

"Ï have something to show you!" Taehyung led Jimin through the trees until they came to a clearing in the forest.

The boy looked around in awe at the pretty flowers and light trails left by the sunlight peeking through the tree leaves.

"This is where ï go everyday."

Taehyung sat down on a log, staring up at the trees in a dream like state.

"What do you do here, Tae?"

"Just think."

Taehyungs dreamy eyes became watery but his signature smile never left his face.

A deep voice caught their attentions, making them jump up in surprise

"Taehyung?" the deep voice seemed to get closer as well as the heavy foot steps crunching the dead leaves.

"Jimin, he's coming. Go hide please." Taehyungs voice shook and he trembled, pushing Jimin behind a big tree

"There you are, baby." A tall, big man tumbled over to Taehyung. His gross smile showing as he got closer.

"P-please not today, Mister.."
His voice trembling, Taehyung tried backing away but the man grabbed his arm tightly, for sure leaving a bruise. Taehyungs pleads meant nothing to the man as he ripped off the boys clothing and covered his mouth with his disgusting hands.

"You're not going anywhere." The mans voices slurred and the smell of alcohol hit Taehyungs nose like a punch.

Jimins eyes widened and burned with tears as he watched his best friend being brutally raped by this monster. He wanted to say something but nothing would come out of his mouth, his screams were silent and his eyes trembled watching what was happening.

His eyes met Taehyungs emotionless yet painful ones, silently apologizing to Taehyung.

Tears fell from taehyungs eyes like a waterfall before mouthing "Run" to Jimin.

But he didn't want to leave the boy, Jimin couldn't leave him.

But his body just.. just started running? he couldn't control it. Tears blurred his vision and his weak legs kept him running until the edge of the forest, where he threw up and fainted right there.

-few hours later-

When Jimin woke he was in a hospital bed, white bright lights blinded him but a warm hand in his brought him back to reality.

"Jiminie?"

Taehyung.

Upon hearing the voice he bursted into tears, dizzly sitting up to hug his friend tightly.

"ï-i'm sorry Taehyung, i'm so sorry.." These words were repeated several times before Taehyung stopped him.

"Jimin, it's okay.. It wasn't the first time this happened." His voice seemed duller than usual, but still like.. Taehyung.

They hugged for a couple more minutes, Jimin whispering little "ï love you"s and "please forgive me"

Years after the ancient, Taehyung seemed to become angrier and always spoke nonsense without thinking. He became reckless, causing his parents to do the last possible thing they could think of. Sending him to boarding school.

When Taehyung came back, he wasn't himself. he only got more and more bitter. Usually bringing it out on Jimin. He constantly pointed out the boys imperfections and weight. But of course Jimin didn't see that. He saw Taehyung and he saw that he wasn't acting like old Taehyung but Jimin still looked at him as old Taehyung.

And that's where it all started.

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Jimin didn't wake.

Days past but he didn't wake.

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HELLO this was the most i've ever written woah -Kayli