No matter what

I thought i lost you

We snuggled up and Justin went on his phone while I watched. He was on his twitter. I couldn't exactly see what he was typing because the arm that he had around me he was using to type. After he finished typing he gave me his phone, seen as though mine was broke. I read what he had tweeted.

"Mel, you're my everything. Seeing you in the hospital over these past two days has been killing me. I realise how much I love and need you. My love for you is love I've never felt before."

"oh my god Justin." I started tearing up. He hugged me tight. "I'm serious Mel, I thought I lost you. It killed me baby" he started crying. "I've just realised how much I love you, and how much you actually mean to me. You've made me feel like no one else has and I never want to lose you."

After assuring him he was never going to lose me and a lot of cute crying. He said one last thing. "I know you don't even want me for my money or my fame, you want Justin who no one else sees. I love you babe." With that, he kissed me on the head and picked me up bridal style.

He carried me into the bathroom and set me down. He ran the bath not saying a word to me. His bath was big enough to fit like 3 people in it. Holy shit. I'd saw it before just never examined it.

After it was filled he scurried out the room. Confused I went looking for him. "Justin are you ok?" He was fiddling in his bedside table draw. "I'm fine." He seemed angry with me. "I've never bathed with you, I want it to be romantic." He said with a firm smile on his face, pulling out a bag if tea light candles and lighter.

He pulled me into the bathroom by my arm. He took off his t shirt and trousers, leaving himself in his boxers. He walked to me and grabbed my face, kissing me. He pulled down the strap of my top and kissed all down my shoulders. He then stripped me off to my bra and panties. He was so gentle with me while removing my last garments. I took the same care while removing his boxers. He hand gestured towards the bath, I got in while he lit a few candles.

The bath was such a perfect temperature, the water rose just so it was covering my breasts. "Come here" Justin said, holding his arms open. I moved over to him and straddled him, face to face. He moved my wet hair from my face and tucked it behind my ear. I immediately moved it back over my ear. "No" I whispered. Being Justin, he moved it back over and started to kiss my ear. He knew it was uncomfortable, but was working.

I started to leave feather like kisses on his neck, down his patience tattoo and then on the top of his chest. We sat cuddling in the bath for about 5 minutes when Justin pushed me away from him, keeping me at arms length. "You're perfect" and was humming your body is a wonderland. I hid my head in the crook of his neck. "Noooooooo" he wrapped his arms back around me. "But yes Mel, you're perfect for me baby" I could feel his smile against my skin.