No matter what

I'm sick

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!!!" I smiled and opened the envelope my mom gave me. She was gawking at me while I pulled out some tickets. HOLY SHIT TICKETS TO JUSTIN BIEBER!! "MOM OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH!" I hugged her tight and started crying. I took a closer look. They were for tonight. My eyes widened

I ran upstairs and got ready to go to the concert. Crying in the process.

We were at the concert in the VIP area where we could sit with no one else there. I was crying while watching my sunshine. "I really want to be the One Less Lonely Girl" I said to my mom while crying. I realised I wasn't and just as Justin was singing to the girl, he stopped and looked like he was going to faint. He ran off stage and Scooter came out.

"Justin isn't feeling too good. He will be back soon. Sorry for the inconvenience." He left the stage leaving us all clueless. "Mom I have to do something. I can try anyway." She nodded and I ran to the stage area and jumped up. I went to the OLLG and nodded to her. I ran backstage to see Justin sitting with his knees to his face.

As I walked towards him and got a few meters away from him, he saw me and ran off. Of course I ran after him. He ran into a room and hid behind a sofa but I saw him and went towards him. Again he ran off. This time he jumped through a window and landed about 7 feet down outside. I sat on the window ledge. "I'll just jump as well, Justin." He trembled to his knees and I hung down from the ledge and let go. I cuddled him.

"What's wrong?" He looked up at me with his big beautiful eyes. "I'm sick, I can't do these shows and I'm sick of seeing girls that aren't even fans as the one less lonely girl! She was wearing a one direction bracelet. Why can't they just pick someone who actually wants to be here for me." I smiled proudly "like me". He smiled weakly. "I understand why you're upset but you have so many people waiting out there for you. You're sick right? Then just go out and talk tell them yours situation, dance if you can. I promise it's going to be ok Justin. If you want to talk, I'm here and if you don't want to go out, I'll explain to them. Your happiness is key. It's the key to mine." He hugged me.

We walked back into the building and he lead me to a room. "I just want to sit here" I nodded and sat at the other end of the sofa. He grabbed his phone from his pocket "tell them I'm not able to come back out and don't come and find me. Ok, thanks" he sounded so sad. "Do you want me to leave Justin?" He peered over to me as if I'd insulted him and shook his head.

"I've never been able to talk to someone and it was just so natural" I smiled. I heard scooter talking over the crowd and informing people the show won't be resumed and for everyone to leave. Also adding in a full refund. Sweet. "I'm sorry you didn't get to see the whole show." He looked sad. "There will be other times" I smiled weakly. "I hope you know I won't tell anyone anything you've told me."

"Really?" I nodded. He smiled at me and stood up. "Can I have a hug" I stood up "thought you'd never ask" and I hugged him tight. "thank you" he whispered.

"Soooo, wanna go to the bus? It's cool". Wow. Was he really asking me this??? "Of course!" I smiled at him. He grabbed my hand and took the lead. "What are we going to do?" He looked back and smirked at me, as if to say 'you know what'.

I woke up, heavy breathing and unknowing where I was. I peered around to find Justin's arms around me looking down at me, scared. "Mel what's wrong?" I couldn't stop heavy breathing. "Why. Do. You feel. Like. You. Can't talk to anyone?" He frowned at me. "How do you know?" What? My dream was reality? "Why do you take girls back to your bus to have sex with them?!" I screamed in his face. He looked shocked.

"What? I don't do that!! That's insane Mel where are you getting all this from?!" I was almost crying. "I JUST KNOW OK!" He hugged me so tight while I sobbed into his neck. "I can't trust people, I can't tell them anything!! They always go to someone and tell them. You're different and it's made me so happy" I peered up to him and planted a soft kiss on his lips. "I'm sorry, I love you."