It's been a month I was break up with Bomin. No one know about it except Golden Child. I still be friend with the others but Bomin keep avoiding me so I make a decision to avoid him too.
Now I back to my old life. Walk alone, study alone, eat alone and do not have any friends even though the others keep approaching me. I just do not want to see Bomin anymore.
He break my heart and this time I promised myself to move on from him.
"Are you okay, Naehee?" My deskmate, Woojoon asked in worried. I give him a smile and nod.
I look at Joochan and he keep on look at me with his guilty face. It's not their fault that we were broke up. It was my fault. I shouldn't plan that stupid idea but that make me know that he didn't even love me.
The bell rang and it's mean recess time! I walk out from the class and go straight to my favorite port in this school which is this abounded room. It's not so creepy okay. It's dark and calm. I love being in this room and no one know it. Not even Bomin.
I lock the door from inside and start eat my bento alone. I miss him so much now.
He used to nag to me if I eat alone but that's just before we officially couple. Now we're nothing.
I put my lunch aside and take out my sketch book to draw something. It's a girl who secretly look at a boy from a far. Actually that's me who secretly follow my own boyfriend. No. Ex boyfriend. Oh my gosh. I wanna cry right now.
"I miss you, Bomin." I kneeling and hug my knee while crying. It's hurt my heart a lot.
I don't know how and when but I fall asleep in this room alone while hugging myself.
The bell rang and I'm sure it's mean the school now. I walk out from the room and go straight to my class to pack my bag.
After finished pack my bag, I walk to my locker to put my belongings. I closed my locker but get shock by someone who wait for me beside my locker.
"Gosh! Yah! Are you trying to kill me?!" I glare at him but he just smiling. What the hell is he doing? Is he seriously smiling to me?! Wow. Just wow.
I want to walk pass him but he quickly grab my arm and make me face him. I look at him furiously. What he want from me anymore?!
"Let me go, Bomin sshi!" He look at me with his smile but this time his eyes watery. I still give him a poker face.
I miss him but I, I can't see him anymore. He hurt me alot. When I say a lot, yes I mean it.
But then my body become weak when I notice the bruise on his face. What... What happened? I quickly examine his face and now I'm seriously worried. I don't care if we're no longer a lover but now, I still can't move on and of course I can't see he being hurt.
"What happened to your face?! Yah Choi Bomin! Did you fight with someone?! Tell me who?! Oh my gosh! You're an idol! You can't ruin your face! Bomin! Tell me who did this to you?!" I still examine his face because seriously now I'm really mad.
It's only been a month and now he become like this. It's also hurt my heart to see like this. He just shook his head but his hand still hold my arm.
"It's okay. This is my punishment for hurting a princess who should be protected." I frown in confuse. What the hell he talk about? Is he hurting someone else?
I stop touch his face and want to put down my hand but he stop it and now he put my hand back to his face and close his eyes.
He... He make me flutter again. What's going on? I thought he said leave him. But now? My tears betrayed me again and now I realize with what happened.
I pull my hand from his face and slap him. I don't where I get the courage to slap him but I think he should get it. He just playing with my heart.
"Stop acting like you're my boyfriend. You're not! I hate you, Choi Bomin!" I want to walk away but he block my way again.
He really can't understand what I tell him about or I slap him too hard and make he deaf? Oh my gosh.! That's gonna be so bad.
Suddenly he kneeling in front of me and crying like he get a punishment from his mother. "Ya... Yah Bomin! What are you doing? Stand up now!" But this time he ignore me. Well, he ignore me all this time.
"I'm... I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. All of this is my fault. I'm too ego and I never treat you well. I shouldn't leave you when I should listen to you. This bruises is my punishment for hurting you... Donghyun hyung and Jaehyun hyung already told me everything.
I'm so stupid for treat you like that. I shouldn't be so cold heart and hurt you. I'm actually do not know how to treat a girl well. I treat you bad but you always there for me. Even when I dumped you and leave you alone, you still care about me. I'm such an a**hole. I know that.
This one month is so torturing me because I can't see you anywhere. You avoiding me and you always eat alone. This is my fault. I promised you to make you the most happy girl in this world but I failed.
You're the only one who can make my heart beat turn crazy. Whenever you're around, I feel like my heart gonna explode anytime soon. Whenever you smile, I feel like I'm dreaming. I'm regret with what happened between us. I can't live without you. I'm begging you. Please accept me back. I really can't live without you.
I promise this time I will treat you better. I... I love you. I really do but I don't know how to show it. I need you. I realize now that no one can stand with my immaturity but you do. When I get angry, you always smile. I'm so sorry for get upset over the oppa thing. I still can't get used when you call me oppa. But—" I don't know whether I should cry or laugh so I decide to laugh because I don't want to cry again.
"Why... Why are you laughing?" He look puzzled and confuse with my reaction. I let him stand up and then knock his hard head. He winch and pout. Hahaha. So cute duh.
"Stupid. That's for knocking my head whenever I called you oppa." He frown in confuse again. "So you forgive me?" I chuckle and shook my head.
"Nope!" He sigh and want to say something but close his mouth again. "Yah pabo. Of course I forgive you. Aigoo. How can I stand with your cuteness? Don't pout because it's not suit with your "cool" image." I rolled my eyes and hit his arm.
Now his eyes turn wide in shock and then I found myself in his arm. "Arghhh. You forgive me! I love you so much, Naehee!!" He spin me around and then let me go and jump around like a kiddo.
I shook my head and smile in return. Why I stuck with this weird boy? He really unpredictable.
"But!" I said and caught his attention. He look at me with another frown. He really like to frown. "I have a condition before I accept you back." He pout but still nodding.
I chuckle when I see his pout. He's so cute!! Arghh. "Let me call you oppa and in return you can call me noona." He frown even harder than before.
"What do you mean?" He look at me in confuse. Arghh. I can't stand with it anymore. He's so cute like a lost puppy! Omgomgomgomgomg!!
I'm fangirling over my own boyfriend! "I said I want to call you oppa because it's normal for a yeojachingu call her namja chingu as oppa and you can call me noona in return since you still can't get used with our age and—" Before I could finish talking, something soft land on mt lips. My eyes turn wide in shock and I froze on my state.
He then smirking and shook his head after let me go. "I won't call you noona. I'll call you baby because you're a baby to me." Then he wink and kiss me again.
Oh my goddess! He really know how to make me blushing hard and fluttering! He smirking in the kiss and it's make me wanna laugh but I hold it to not ruin the moment.
Now I won't doubt him again and never make a stupid plan again because I love him so much.
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GOLDEN CHILD FANFICTION ONE SHOT
FanfictionA collection of Golden Child fanfiction. Start : 3rd September 2017 End : 25th November 2017 ⚠ : Unedited!