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Taehyung was worried, his boyfriend Jungkook wasn't picking up his calls, he didn't know where he was. Last time he checked he was lying on their bed in their little studio apartment, sleeping.
Jungkook had been distant these past few days, ever since his parents threw him out of their house for being gay. He never really recovered. If he answered to his boyfriends questions it would just come out dry and emotionless, he would lay in bed for hours, days even, and not move. Taehyung tried to make it better though, he was very caring and understanding towards Jungkook, even if the younger would not reciprocate. He cooked for him, even if he didn't eat much, he welcomed him into his house with open arms because he loves him and he would do anything to make it better.
Tae was pacing back and forth on the phone with one of his friends "Yoongi I'm really scared, I just want him to comeback." tears were streaming down his face. He knew Jungkook wasn't ok, he knew he was depressed, he didn't want to think it but "What if he threw himself off a building!" Tae wasn't breathing, he was nearing a panick attack, "Tae calm down please, you can't be panicking at this time, when he does comeback he's gonna need you to be there for him" "Yoongi I'm scared." he said almost in a whisper "Breath, please"
Suddenly the door lock of the house clicked and Taehyung quicly turned of the call "Jungkook!?" he said relieved throwing himself at his boyfriend, hugging him tightly, he didn't hug back. Tae let go, looking at him in the eyes, he did not look at him "You smell like alcohol and cigarettes." Taehyung pointed out making a face "I did something really bad." Jungkook said in a regretfull tone still not looking at Tae but rather the ground "W-What did you do?" Tae asked hesitant but still hopefull it wouldn't be as bad as he thought
"I-, I. Tae I'm so sorry" he said, tears coming down his face "What did you do?" he asks again, dominance clear in his voice. Jungkook now looks at him, eyes puffy and red from the tears "I cheated on you"
Taehyung stumbles back at the words that just came out of his boyfriends mouth "YOU WHAT?!" Tae asked, hurt, crying. "I'm so sorry Tae" Jungkook says in between sobs "I love-" he was about to had but he got cut off by Taehyungs hurt voice "Don't say it, don't say anything please." Jungkook looked at his boyfriend for reassurance but never got it, instead he was met with a mixture of anger, hurt and disappointment, and that broke his heart more than anything in the world.
"Please we can t-" "There's nothing to talk about Jungkook, you obviously don't care about me! Here I am worried sick that you might have hurt yourself and turns out you were with another guy?!" Taehyung said irritated "How dare you? How dare you treat me the way you did? How dare you pretend I don't exist after I welcomed you in my house, after I was there for you, after no one giving a shit about you, I CARED ABOUT YOU JUNGKOOK!" Jungkook didn't answer, he knew he fucked up, he knew he just lost the one human being that cared about him.
"For fucks sake I love you, when you didn't answer me, when you didn't eat, when you were crying I was there for you AND THIS IS HOW YOU PAY ME BACK? BY CHEATING ON ME! DO I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU? ANSWER ME!" Taehyung screamed in the middle of tears, he was so angry, so frustrated, so hurt.
Jungkook was scared, he had never seen Tae like this, he didn't know how to respond "You mean everything to me, I love you, I'm so sorry, I needed to go for a walk so I left, I stumbled across a bar and got in. I wasn't thinking, I drank too much, I made the biggest mistake of my life, please don't leave me" tears stained his cheeks and his shirt, he had never cried this much.
"Yes you did and there's nothing you can do or say to make it better. I'm done with you Jungkook, I never wanna see you again." Taehyung said handing Jungkook his jacket "Please Tae I know there's something, please don't leave me, I don't have anyone please" "I guess you should've thouhgt about it sooner." He walked to his apartment door and opened it "Jungkook get the fuck out of my house." "Tae, plea-" "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE! NOW!"
Jungkook was defeated, his shoulders hung low, and as he walked through the door he couldn't help but say one last goodbye to Taehyung "I love you" he whispered "please, just go" Tae answered back, also in a whisper not looking at him.
At last he left and Tae quickly closed the door fully letting his tears flow, his heart was beating fast and he couldn't breath, as if he were underwater and couldn't get back outside. He looked around the house all he saw were the little things he and Jungkook shared, pictures, figurines, plushies, but the one thing that stood out was the jar of sunflowers on the table, Jungkook had given it to him when they started dating. Without a thought Tae grabbed it and threw it at the wall angrily, the blue jar smashed into tiny little pieces that now decorated the floor. Tae slid down the door crying uncontrolably, not being able to think, the only thing on his mind were the words 'I cheated on you'.
On the other side of the door stood a broken Jungkook, with nowhere to go, no one to turn to. He went up the stairs that lead to the roof, he needed air. Once he got there he walked over to the ledge sitting on it, he thought about what just happened, he thought about his parents, he thought about how he was forced to drop out of college, he thought about his life but most importantly he thought about Tae and how much happier he would be without him.
With that in mind he got up from his sitting position he looked down at the quiet empty street and let himself fall as tears left his eyes again and in a matter of seconds he wasn't thinking anymore.
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I'm sorry about that xD
Anyway, I hope you liked it and tell me how it made you feel
Well I'm just gonna leave before I get rocks thrown at me
