What have we done?

Ch. 6. Cellin

"Connor is so protective." I say to Melanie. We made friends after that day at the library. "He has always been that way honestly." She giggled quietly. "I know he still loves Chase. He asked me last night what my thoughts were on sex. I didn't even know what to say... after what happened with Eric... I'm scared." "Cel, he raped you. You have every right to be scared."

**FLASHBACK**

"Come on baby, it'll be fun." Eric says, kissing my neck. "No Eric." I push him back and sit on the floor. He grabs my arm and forces me onto the bed and sits on top of me. "Eric!" I scream repeatedly as he undressed me. "Shut up you stupid bitch!", he pauses, "Now, baby, we can do this the easy way or the hard way." He has a huge smile his face. "Never!" I scream. "Fine." He rips my shirt off and starts sucking on my nipples as he slowly pulls my shorts off. He has one hand over my mouth to keep me quiet and the other unzipping his jeans. "Roll over." He says firmly. I did as he said because I was scared. He grabs a rope out of his back pack and ties the rope around my hands, behind my back. "Now, darling", he says pulling my underwear off, "We're gonna have a little fun." He laughed and I screamed. He pulled his pants down and spread my legs. As he entered me I screamed. "Eric, please stop. I'm a virgin. It hurts so bad." I say between sobs. "Well nows a good time to learn sweetheart." He laughs and goes deeper inside. He pulls out and starts licking my area. I moan slightly. "Somebody is having a good time." I scream louder and then someone opened my door. Connor ran in and beat the shit out of Eric. Eric packed his shit and left. "Cellin are you okay?" He said, holding me close. I couldn't talk I was so scared. I just shook my head and sobbed into his chest. "Its okay Cel, everything is going to be okay." He said, rubbing my hair.

**PRESENT DAY**

That was the day he found out about Chase. We sort of had an affair.. we saw each other everyday after that. I fell in love with him but I was too scared to let him know. "He loves you Cellin. He really does. Chase destroyed him. More than she will ever know. I pray to god that baby isnt his because I have no doubt he'll go back to her if it is." Why would she even say that!? My phone started ringing. "Hey babe." I hear the voice through the phone. "Wanna go get some lunch with Christian and Chase?" He asked. "Sure." I say quietly. He hangs up after the normal I love you and I got up and got dressed. As I'm about to leave, I feel sick.