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I was awoken by the sunlight trying to break it's way through the shut curtains. I hate when that happens. Curtains are for blocking the light, why do they never do their job properly? As i was thinking about my stupid rhetorical question, suddenly i remembered where i was. Shit. i was still in Simon's bed. Simon was still asleep. Do i quietly get up and leave? Is he going to wake up and regret what we did last night?

I suddenly became quite stressed, quite quickly. My slight nervous personality showing it's true colours. I was just about to try and slip out of the bed unnoticed when Simon's body started to stir next to me. Shit. Shit. His grip around my waist tightened and in his sleep he pulled my closer towards his chest. Well my escape plan is slightly ruined now. i peered over Simon's shoulder and saw a little clock on the bedside table, 9am. Well, at least no one should be awake and looking for me. It would be slightly awkward if someone found me and Simon tangled naked together in his bed. Not to mention the mess of our strewn clothes from last night all over the floor. 

I decided, since my original plan was foiled, to lean my head back on Simon's shoulder and rest. As i did, i felt his body begin to stir again. This time i felt his breathing lighten, i guessed he was awake. I didn't want to turn around and startle him, i may as well see what he's going to do. It might make it more clear to me what he thinks or even remembers about our activities last night. I felt his arms loosen slightly from my waist, i thought this was a sign of regret. My mood dropped slightly at the thought of such rejection. But then, his grip tightened again and i felt him nuzzle his face into my neck. Good sign?

I yawned slightly and turned to face him more. Pretending i had only just woken up. My fake sleepy eyes met his, he was smiling at me, his smile was contagious and i found myself shyly smiling back.

"Good morning" he said, his low morning voice made me want to jump on top of him and tangle ourselves in each other again.

"Morning" I decided to simply reply instead. I could feel the blush appearing on my cheeks as he stared down at me. "Do you remember last night?" I asked, with a slight hope that he did.

"of course, do you?" 

"Yes, was just making sure you did" there it is, the blush again.

"Oh shit, i better start editing my video soon, it has to go up tonight" A pang of rejection hit me. Is that his way of telling me to get out?

"Oh, sorry, i'll go downstairs" I quickly pulled myself from his warm embrace and got out from the bed. Suddenly feeling unwanted.

"No, no Mia, that's not what i meant, you can stay here for a bit" Simon sat up in the bed, shocked with my sudden movements.

"No, its fine, wouldn't want someone to come and find us, start asking questions, you know" I spoke quickly, pulling on my underwear and clothes from last night, since i did not have my night bag in Simon's room.

"Oh okay, i'll see you in a bit" He sounded hurt, why would he be hurt? He was the one who was basically forcing me out of his room.

"yeah, see you in a bit" i mumbled as i quietly opened the door and creeped out into the hallway. Everything was dead silent. I leant back against Simon's door and let out a deep breath. Is that it? Was that the regret i was expecting this morning? I pushed the thought out of my mind, it was just a stupid, drunk decision anyway. I crept down the stairs, careful not to wake anyone up, i grabbed my overnight bag from by the front door, made sure no one was around to see and quickly got changed into some more normal clothes, leggings and a hoodie. I made my way to the kitchen, these boys have to have tea in their house somewhere right?

I was in the middle of making my cup of tea when i heard the kitchen door open. I quickly turned around to see who it was, it was Freya. 

"Hey Frey" i said, slightly hoping she wouldn't mention anything about my sneaking off last night and not staying with the girls in the living room, but it was kind of a long shot.

"Hey Mia, what are you making?" She said, too cheerfully for the morning after.

"Tea, would you like one?" 

"Yes please, whilst we drink it you can tell me what happened last night" i cringed when i heard her mention it. 

"I don't know what you're on about" I couldn't hide my smile, she's my best friend, she knows my far too well. So i made us both a cup of tea and we took a side on the breakfast bar stools and i told her all about it.

"You and Simon?!" She was so shocked, but so smiley at the same time, i was confused. 

"Please, don't tell anyone Frey, i'm pretty sure he regrets it and i don't want to be the girl who is attached after one drunken night, you know?" 

"Of course, i won't say a word. But Simon isn't like that Mia, he doesn't usually hit and quit"

"we'll see" I was glad to tell someone, but i just hoped she wouldn't say anything. I don't know what is going to happen.

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