Robin the Warlocks diary

Pages 200-225

5986 28 dac "Life is never fair because life loves to cheat" ~WarreN

Dear diary i feel happy, sad and angry all at the exact same time.

I feel as if i don't want to... walk or talk... or think anymore.

Everything is changing really fast, almost too fast.

Like I can't comprehend what is going on.

Things are going wrong.

It must be dealt with.

I have to stop it.

I must end it.

Must end it.

Stop it.

End it.

End.

Why?

But why?

Why end it?

Why stop it?

Why must we end it?

Why should we end it?

Why should we stop it?

Why should it be dealt with?

Why are things going wrong for us?

Why can't we comprehend what is going on?

Why do we think that it is all going downhill really fast?

Why are we so weak and tired and pathetic little creatures?

It's because you're not man.

Who's writing

It's just me your diary.

What do you mean?

I am your diary man.

If you are our diary then why haven't you said something before?

That's because I never had to say anything man. You're keeping me well fed by writing down stuff.

Why are you speaking now?

Because you don't sound...well sane.

We are completely sane!

You don't fool me that easily man! Do you ever read what you write?

Of course we do

Go on man.

We just haven't been feeling too good lately

And.

We feel like we are not welcome in this land

You are going crazy just because you don't feel welcome? If i had arms and legs I would use them all the time.

Well it seems like you know what you are saying. Do you have any advice?

Advice? ADVICE? Man i have the answer. I have a respite for anti-depression.

I AM NOT DEPRESSED!

First step to solving a problem is admitting you have one man.

I AM NOT

Um hello. It seems you accidentally closed the book. Allright i will just be here waiting. Aw man please don't hurt yourself if that is what you are doing. I don't know what you're doing right now but if it is self harm, that is not cool man. I don't have eyes, you're scaring me man. Maybe it is night and he fell asleep. Yeah that's it. Man i feel like a jerk.