Emily's pov
Me and Justin are on our way to school when we see this taller guy that looks confused. "Hey" I shout "Oh hey he shouts back running over toward us. "My names jackson and today's my first day. I'm kinda lost." I smile and say "walk with us" he nods and smiles. His smile is gorgeous. I mean yeah I'm dating Justin but I'm just stating his smile is amazing.
•time skip•
After school I invite Jackson over To get to know him better. Justin's coming over too. When we get to my house we go upstairs. I can't stop thinking about Jackson. He's so gorgeous. I shouldn't be thinking this but I can't stop:/ I have to tell Justin..
"Hey Jackson I'll be right back I need to talk to Justin" I said "yeah okayy" he said
•••convo•••
J- hey what's up
E- I love you so much. I'm in love with you but I can't stop thinking about Jackson. He's just gorgeous...I just thought I should get that off my chest.."
J- (looking down sadly) oh... if he makes you happy you can be with him... as long as you are happy.
E- (grabs his hands) Justin look at me. (He looks up with a tear) I'm not leaving you. You make me so happy. I hope this doesnt change anything... I'm sorry
J- don't be sorry I love you too... but he's better then me anyways
E- no he's not... no one could be
J- I love you..
E - let's go back upstairs
**Jacksons pov**
I was going downstairs to get a cup of water, and heard Justin and Emily talking so I was gonna go back upstairs and wait but I heard my name so I listened to all of it... wow. I mean I really like Emily I've known her one day but I mean she's cute and adorable and her personality is just wow... but she's Justin's so I respect that. I heard Emily say let's go back upstairs so I have to sprint... or just act like I'm coming down. "Jackson what are you doing" I heard Emily say "idk.." I said back. "Did you hear that!?" She said kind of annoyed. "Yeah" I said looking down "I'm sorry I was just going to get a drink and I heard my name and I'm sorry" I quickly got out. "It's okay" she sighed.
*** Emily's pov*****
I need both to leave I just need to think. Ive messed up so much.
"Hey can y'all leave I need to do my homework and think a little I'm sorry but.." both cut me off with "ofc text me" I kissed Justin and both left. I went into the bathroom and looked at myself. Ew. I'm such a mess. Justin's too good for me. He could do better. Ugly. Fat. Worthless. All these thoughts rushed through my head and I couldn't take it I grabbed my razor and 1..2..3..4..6..9..14 that should be enough.. I put my shirt down and turn around and see justin staring at me... he looked broken.. I fall to the ground and tears run down my face.
*** Justin's pov***
I forgot my hoodie so I run back into Emily's room and I don't see her so I check her bathroom and she's in the middle of cutting I couldn't say anything.. why would she do that.. she saw me. She fell to the ground and started crying. I ran to her and picked her up and cuddled her... "why" I whispered "I mess up.. you could do better.. why are you with me anyways:/?"
I start crying "Emily, you are the best thing that's ever happened to me don't ever doubt that. I don't know where I would be without you. Don't do this again. Promise me." I said "I- I promise" she whispered sadly. We go to her bed and lay there looking at the ceiling. "I'm sorry" she said. "You have noting to be sorry for Emily"
"I love you" she says "I love you too baby girl"
••••• so tell me what y'all want to happen. And I'm thinking about starting a new fanfic also thanks for 200••••• 704
