A HUSTLERS GOOD GIRL (editing slowly)

adapting to changes

*SINCERE*

  ITS BEEN A MONTH SINCE MY DAUGHTER WAS BORN JAZMINE BEEN HOME RECOVERING BUT LALANI HAD TO STAY INSIDE THE HOSPITAL TO GAIN AT LEAST 2 MORE POUNDS SINCE SHE WAS A PREMIE BABY BUT AT LEAST THEY TOOK HER FROM UNDER THE BLUE LIGHT AND NOW WHEN WE GO SEE HER ME AND JAZMINE CAN HOLD HER I MEAN JAZMINE DAMN NEAR LIVES UP THEIR BUT CAN U BLAME HER SHES A FIRST TIME MOTHER SHE ONLY WANTS THE BEST FOR OUR DAUGHTER ME ALSO.. I PROMISED TO PROTECT THEM AND I WILL THE GOOD THING IS NOBODY KNOWS THAT SHE HAD THE BABY AND NOBODY KNOWS WHERE WE LIVE SO SHE COULD DO WHAT EVER SHE WANTS TO COMFORTABLY

           But on another  note we were getting closer to tracking pook down amari heard he was down in florida with his family in this big ass house so much for living under the radar so we were heading down their this weekend we got everything planned.... i really dont wanna leave and lala isnt out the hospital and i really dont wanna leave jazmine alone but shes more safe staying at the new house then anything im tryna be back by sunday night anyway... i was gonna let mari stay so he can protect her honestly i dont trust no one but family.

           "baby come look at her room we finally finished it" jazmine called from down the hall i got out of bed and walked to where she was in the open door way i turned and looked inside when i say a lil girls dream lavender walls soft pink carpet her white princess crib was in the middle of the floor  her dresser and changing table was to the right of the wall and a day bed was to the left a purple rocking chair was placed towards the window with her name written on the walls with stars around it glass candlier hanging from the ceiling.. jazmine and james did the damn thing

    "its beautiful ma" i told her as i wrapped my arm around her neck pulling her close and placed a kiss on her head..

   "i no right come on lets go get ready for the baby shower that they dont think i no about" she told me walking to our room and i followed cause i like to watch her butt when she walked i no ima pervert.

         Her sister and them were giving her a surprize baby shower at quans house only it cant be a suprize when she knows all about it i told them just tell her but they argued me down till i said fuck it.. their crazy man...

    i went to get in the shower while she had to wash up because of the stiches she couldnt really take a shower and she hated it.. when she first got home i use to help her but she doesnt wanna feel hopeless so i let her do it her self .

  once i was done i saw her pull on a black and red versace dress and some gold dior flats and gold jewelry she had her hair in a high pony tail.

     i went in the closet and threw on my black jeans and a red versace button up shirt and my gucci boots and my sox fitit and my jesus piece chain and my rolex. she grabbed her dior bag and we threw both our wallets and keys inside of it and grabbed our jackets and took the elevator down to the garage and he hit the lock to the camaro because he couldnt drive his trucks because jazmine couldnt do much lifting without busting her stitches. he pulled off driving towards quans house i glanced at jazmine and noticed she was quiet "baby u ready to bring lala home" i asked her breaking her train of thought           

           "honestly yes i hate that shes in that place i just wanna hold her in my arms and spoil her my poor baby" she told me and i totally understood what she was talking about but i never spoke about it because i didnt want her to go into postportum depression so this would be good for her to go out and be around her friends

              when we reached quans loft i got out to help jazmine and we both walked up to the apartment and she knocked on the door as we waited we heard movement and voices until the door opened showing a smiling mckenzie as she let us in "Hey yall" she said