Chapter 2: Blaine

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Okay, not sure what u thought of chapter 1, but here's chapter 2. It starts off with the previous night right after Kurt left.....I tend to re-cap so here we go.

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Chapter 2: Blaine

I was left alone in my apartment, an ache in my chest. Why am I acting like such a jerk? I asked myself, but I already knew the answer. If Kurt went to New York without me, he'd probably find someone so much better than me. But hell, even if I went with him, the same thing may happen anyways. I sighed as I sat on my couch. Maybe if he did, he'd find Chandler. They were pretty close last time I heard of him, and even if I hate his guts, I can trust him with the boy I love. I know I should be supportive, no matter how I feel. He is my boyfriend, after all, but I just want to be ready for when I'm without him. I'm preparing for when I can no longer look into his mesmerising aqua eyes, or feel his sweet breath ghost over my face. I know I was out of line, asking him to stay and all, but I need him desperately and if he leaves when he's mad at me it may be easier on my part. Okay, it's official, I'm a jackass, but I just can't bare to loose him! I drifted off into an uneasy sleep, all of these things on my mind.

I woke up from a horrible dream, a nightmare. To sum it up, Kurt left me. He went to New York and broke up with me, because of how much of an ass I was being about all this. He was never seen or heard from again, until a got a call in the middle of the night. The call was to invite me to his funeral. He drove his car into a lake, and drowned himself. I woke up crying, sweating, and screaming for Kurt. When I realized that it was a nightmare, I was able to breath. I looked over at my clock, 7:34. Kurt was leaving at 8:00 sharp. If I hurried, I might be able to catch him before he left. i rolled out of my bed, adrenaline pulsing through my veins as I hurried to get dressed. The only thinking I was doing was what I was going to say to Kurt, how I was going to apologize. Hair, teeth, shoes, and keys were where they needed to be in a record time of 10 minutes. I dashed to my door, and jerked it open. I rushed out, locked it, and ran until I hoped in my car. Baby It's Cold Outside was playing, and my heart sank. This was the first duet Kurt and I ever sang; but it only made me more worried and the thought of being without Kurt stung my chest. I could tell something was wrong, could feel it in my guy. My heart was racing the whole way to the airport. I could feel my eyes stinging at the thought of him not forgiving me, or worse.

when I arrived at the airport, I parked my car and ran inside, not thinking about who or what was surrounding me. My only thought was Kurt. i spotted him rather quickly, with his fashion sense and whatnot. " Kurt! Kurt, wait!" I called over the crowd.

He turned around just as I reached him," Wha-what are you doing here?" he asked, surprise filling his magnificent eyes. I was out of breath, but I didn't care.

" Oh my god, Kurt. I'm so so so sorry for how i've been acting lately. I've been such an ass and a terrible boyfriend, and I'm so sorry for it." I panted. Kurt's eyes were sad, and tears brimmed them. I could feel my own eyes stinging as I poured my heart out to the wonderful boy.

" Blaine. Oh, god, Blaine. I love you, but I can't do this." he said wearily, his voice cracking the same time my heart did. The tears were now free flowing.

I felt a tear run down my cheek," what do you mean?" i asked hoarsely, my heart shattered in my chest. NO! This could NOT happen!

" Us. We're done. I'm leaving, Blaine. For New York, and you're staying in Ohio. How is that going to work? Like really work?" It seemed like a dam broke, all the tears flooding his beautiful face. I put my hand on his arm, barely capable of movement.

" Kurt, we can make this work. I promise, I'll try. this can work. we can make it work."

" Maybe I don't want to! I love you, Blaine. I want to spend every moment of everyday with you. How can I do that when you're so far away?" he said, his eyes filled with hurt and sorrow. It felt like I'd been hit in the gut with a metal bat. My breath was cut short, and I could hardly breath. No, this wasn't happening. It felt like my world just exploded, exploded into nothing. Nothing was left except pain and misery. He looked straight into my eyes the entire time, not even blinking away the tears taking control of his face. I was fixing to Say something, what I didn't honestly know, when a voice boomed over the intercom," Flight 16 to Chicago now boarding. Flight 16 to Chicago now boarding." the voice announced Kurt's flight. He walked up to me," I'm so sorry, Blaine. I love you. I truly do." and after placing a kiss on my head he hurried towards the terminal.

I just stood there for a moment, absorbing what in the hell just happened. Kurt left. Kurt left Ohio, and he left me. He was no longer mine. The best thing that had ever happened to me just walked away and out of my life. Gone. My legs went numb, and I began walking. To where I don't know; all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and die, to leave all this pain behind. But I knew i couldn't. I would stay as strong a I could for him. I ended up wandering towards a window, where I watched my true love descend  into the sky.

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