I Promise You

I'll Never Hurt You

"Jinho hyung."

The small vocalist smiled at the way the simple, familiar greeting evolved into more loving version, usually accompanied by touches – a hand slipping into his own or an arm around his waist or a kiss on the back of his neck. Yuto loved skinship, whole Pentagon family learned that a long time ago, but since they started dating it became even more apparent to the older boy.

Yuto smiled when Jinho leaned into the touch, settling into his arms when the younger one sat down beside him. They were in Japan, their Tokyo concert finished two hours ago, so they were back in Jinho's room. The older one was already ready for bed, but it was expected of Yuto to join him, so he wasn't surprised when his boyfriend slipped under the covers with him.

Jinho knew what being in Japan meant to Yuto. This was his territory after all. Every time they came back here he could feel the rapper get more comfortable even though he's been living in Korea for quite some time now. Home was home and nothing could change that, it was only natural for him to feel more at ease in his country. The younger one didn't talk about that much, but he didn't need to, it was expected and Pentagon family knew it.

However, the vocalist didn't know what their trip to Japan this time would mean for their new relationship. Yuto wanted a lot of things, almost turning into a small excited kid as he tried planning things they could do during the small amount of free time they had. It was adorable really, too bad their heavily packed schedule couldn't allow him to fulfill those wishes. They managed to go out for food Yuto was craving for a couple of times and take a walk around unfamiliar neighborhoods, but that wasn't nearly enough for the younger boy. Yuto wouldn't admit it, but there was a trace of disappointment in his beautiful eyes and Jinho felt bad, even if it wasn't his fault.

"Tired?" Yuto asked suddenly as Jinho turned to look at him when they laid down.

"Not more than usual." Jinho smiled, wrapping his arm around Yuto's waist, snuggling even closer.

"Good... I don't want to sleep." The younger boy simply announced and Jinho understood. They didn't have much time left in Japan and Yuto wanted to enjoy it somehow – even if it only meant not falling into the dreamland.

"What do you want to do then?" Jinho asked, resting his head on the pillow next to Yuto's as he kept his eyes on him.

"Anything really... I don't know, I just..." The rapper sighed softly and it sounded so sad, Jinho couldn't help but frown. He bit his lip and reached up to caress the younger's cheek, making him face him before leaning in to kiss him.

"I know you wanted more from this trip." He whispered against his lips, placing soft kisses in between his words. "I'm sorry... I'm not helpful at all."

"You're with me." Yuto replied, shaking his head a bit. "It's not your fault, I'm just greedy."

"You're not greedy. You're home. It means a lot to you." Jinho corrected. "We all know that. Did you enjoy it though? I felt like you were worrying all the time."

"It was good... It was better than good. I just wanted too much." The younger one sighed a bit. "I don't know what I expected, I knew how busy we will be. Me whining about it is just so childish and stupid and... now it's almost over and I really wanted to show you so much, I wanted to do so much with you and now it feels like I wasted a lot of time thinking about it and it wasn't enough."

"We had a great time though. Maybe it wasn't enough, but I don't think you'd be that easily satisfied even if we had the chance to do more." Jinho chuckled. "It's not our last time in Japan, Yuto."

"But it's the first time since we started dating. I wanted it to be special." The older one shook his head.

"It was special." He shifted a bit, inching closer again to kiss him as a thought came to mind. He wasn't sure what would Yuto think about it, he was a bit worried that Yuto might not be ready or that he was rushing it. Jinho, however, thought it was anything but rushed considering the level of closeness they've achieved during the last couple of weeks. Getting more intimate was something he had expected some time ago, yet Yuto never initiated it and he kept waiting. Maybe it was time to do something about it instead.