I'm not okay(Trust me)

Life's funny thing isn't it? You think everything's going perfectly fine and then someone or something comes along and slowly, But painfully, Demolishes everything you love,Making you suffer and question your existence.

My names Frank Iero, And I'm just going to start where I think the main part of my life started, Family.I live with my mom,Linda, And we've just moved into some crappy house in New Jersey. Dad left when I was younger for some unknown reason, And although it hasn't really effected me, It's really effect my mom which is another reason I'm unsure about this move, Because mom has really bad days sometimes and now she's got no one to go to while I'm at school.

School isn't too great either, I'm not exactly societys Idea of a normal teenager. I listen to Punk Rock/Metal and Where a lot of black. I also have a new lip piercing so I'm basically known as an 'Emo' although I don't see why people should be aloud to label others,Especially if they don't know that person. Of course, Because I was the only one at my previous school who had this type of style, I was picked on a lot. Beaten up, Shoved around that sort of stuff. I'm used to it now though because it started in seveneth grade so I've learnt to live with it.

We only moved here because Mom thought It would stop the bullying but that's unlikely to happen. We'll have to wait and see,But I'm not looking forward to school.

-New POV-

I don't see what I've done wrong to deserve the treatment I get, I mean I don't even talk to anybody and I don't or didn't have any friends to tell secrets to so no one knows anything about me to tease me about. Maybe it's the fact that I don't have any friends,I listen to the music I listen to and constantly wear black? Probably.

I'm Gerard Way if you're wondering,I love art and how the pencil lightly touches the paper and makes that soft scraping sound. Stressed, depressed and Music obsessed and not Society's Idea of perfect. Ah well.

My brother Mikey is the only one who knows mostly what goes on. The past with alcohol,Depression and the bullying that takes place. The one thing he doesn't know about is my Self destruction,Shall we say, and the fact that I've been doing it for a year now. Although he's younger than me Mikey is really helpful and I know I can rely on him for advice and I know he won't tell mom.

 What the hell? There's a removal truck outside. Who the hell would want to live in this crappy neighbour hood?