The five children and two nightmares

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

I heard laughing as I continued to walk through the light.

Am I doing the right thing? I don't know really. I'm just a nothing or should a call my self a angel or a ghost argh! I just don't know.

The light shows me so much. I see so much of the things I'm missing out on but I don't feel sad.

I guess life moves on with out me in but where does that leave me.

I been walking and walking the laughter gets louder as I walk.

Could it be heaven waiting for my arrival when I'm done walking through the light.

"Rachel" a voice says

"Sophie?" I ask

"Rachel" another voice says

"Jack!" I say looking around

"Rachel" another voice says

"EMILY!" I yell as I keep turning around looking for them.

"RACHEL!" A voice screams

"NOAH!!" I yell

At that moment I'm standing in front of the three trees with five hanging bodies.

"NOAH" I yell with tears streaming down my face

Why am I being tormented.

Why am I not able to see my brother and sisters.

"What did I do" I ask but I know not one will answer

"I just want to see my brother and sisters again!" I yell " i just want to be with them but I can't let go of my old life can I. Is that why I'm not with them cause I'm not able to let go. I can't let go cause I have to say my goodbye to my mom and dad that way I will be in peace" I say as if someone is listening

I grow loner as I wait.

I'm just standing here hoping a sign will appear.

I'm starting to think I wont get a sign.

I waited and waited.

I visited the light once again. I can see my parent from the light. They are searching for us but can't find us. My mom can't sleep without cry her self to bed and my dad started drinking to make the pain of losing his children. One place they never tried cause they are afraid to find us dead is the old looking house.

They have to find us. They have to find peace once again so they can continue on with their lives as they once did. We were their live and precious children but some how they knew we were dead. They know in their hearts we are at the old looking house.

"We have to go back" my mom says to my dad

"For what we already know what we will find!" He yells at her

"Richard I need to know and see with my own eyes please" she says with tears starting to form in her eyes

"Ok" he says as he turns and walks away

That's the last thing the light shows me. The only things I see now is how we died. It's like a nightmare you can't wake up from. I can't sleep nor can I see how my parents are doing now.

I think singing will help me. Yes it should.

'Close your tired eyes

Relex and Count from 1 to 10

Then open them

All these heavy thoughts will try to weight you down

But not this time'