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"The usual mate." I try to sound assertive, but I don't think it worked. It's probably weird to call a drug dealer mate, but I see him so often he might as well be one.

He pauses for awhile before getting it out of his bag processing what I had just said.

He places his hand out firmly demanding the money before he even hands it to me.

I reach into my back pocket and hand him the cash.

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I walk out of the dark alleyway and start heading towards the streetlights.

I hide the drugs in my pocket trying not to look suspicious or draw attention to myself.

I scuff my feet along the wet road thinking about where I should stay tonight as it's far too wet to sleep on the bench. I reach into my hoodie and pull out a packet of sterling dual and place one to my lips. I get out my lighter and light up just one of my many bad obsessions.

I find myself sitting down outside a shop front which has the tiniest bit of shelter, but it will do for tonight. I throw the remaining filter onto the floor and stare at the single car going by.

The coldness of the night hits my face, and then I remember..the only ones awake at this time are the lonely and the loved.

And I definitely wasn't loved. 

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