Author chan: ATTENTION LOVELIES, THIS CHAPTER IS DEPRESSING, IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY THIS STUFF EASILY, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER MY CHILDREN.
The school day had ended and Math had been my last class of the day, once the bell rang, Daniel made his way to me but before he could catch up, I had sprinted out of the room with my BOTDF bag on my back. Tears threatened to fall, but they weren't allowed to. I probably had bruises on my arms from running into people, but I didn't give two fucks, I just needed to get home.
"Welcome home, sweetie!" Mom greeted warmly, I smiled fakely and waved before making my way to the restroom. I took my sweater off, only to see a fat, ugly person. Me. Tears were streaming down my face now, so I quickly grabbed a pair of scissors from my bag and sniffled, dragging the blade across my shoulder multiple times, all on the same cut. Then, whilst the liquidy, dark blood dripped, I sliced again, and again, and again...
Once I was satisfied with my damage, I cleaned off the scissors, stuffed them in my bag, and gently wrapped the cuts with toilet paper, I'm cheap, alright?! "Nana?" I heard a kind voice and immediately knew who it was, Daniel. "I'm... I'm in the restroom." I heard a small "Okay" and pulled my sweater back on, then walked out of the restroom. "May I help you?" I asked in a rude tone, crossing my arms. "What did I do?!" He pleaded, tears were in his eyes. "Get out." He shook his head and walked up to me, he grabbed my shoulders and I hissed in pain. "GET OUT!" He had a shocked expression on his face but still shook his head. "Baby.... Why... Why is there red on your shoulder?" I stood still as a statue and didn't realize the tears falling rapidly from my eyes. "P-Please?" My voice cracked and my knees went weak. "Don't... Don't l-look at me..." Gentle arms wrapped around me as I sobbed. "When did you cut yourself?" His voice wavered. "J-J-Just.... Just n-now." I sobbed. "Oh my... Nana.."
