Can I go back? To the times where I was happy?
I heard that coming from my lips with a hoarse voice. Just staring blankly at the ceiling, body completely glued to the bed while trying to cover my ears from the deafening sound of tick-tocks of a clock. Because I'm stuck here being miserable but I'm too much of a coward to do anything about it.
Taking a deep breath. A tear fell off from my eyes. What's the purpose of living? If this is living, then I don't want it. Living is too painful. All I could live with is just memories. Memories of happiness are the only thing that is keeping me alive.
I lost myself.
It felt as if myself died with my father.
Everything's going to be fine, someday.
The voice in my head says it won't and I sorta agree with her. But I tell myself it will anyway.
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RandomHis steadfast love and grace captured Louise tainted heart. A love that she never knew existed, a love that made her eyes open to the things she had always taken for granted.
