Its Sad (ON HOLD)

Facade

Its hard to keep something that hurts.

It's hard to hide something that hurts.

It's hard not telling anyone it hurts.

It's hard when people don't understand.

It's hard when they won't understand.

It's hard

But I accept it.

Keeping a smile on my face

Acting as if I'm happy.

Just so I could see the smile of my loved ones.

It's hard to keep this facade up.

Because as much as I want to

They won't understand

They won't listen

They won't care

They won't care.

But acting as if I'm happy...

Makes people happy

Than in a way keeping this facade

Is good?

It's not.

I can never say what my true feelings are

Because I can never trust anyone to tell it to

So if I keep this facade up

People won't notice I'm sad...

Very sad...

They won't notice I'm hurting...

Badly...

They don't have to waste their time

On someone like me.

If I keep this facade I will have friends...

But I won't really have friends...

I'll follow everyone's desire and command...

Just so they won't notice.

Even if I wanted them to notice through my facade...

They never cared enough to actually

Notice me.