Its Sad (ON HOLD)

Danger PRT.1

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I wake up to the sound of shouting downstairs. I shot off from my bed and run towards the living room to see my mom on the floor all bloody. And my father holding a knife in his hand.

" You fucking whore! I'll kill you!" He shouted as mother flinch her body shaking. I take a step forward about to tell and shout at him, but before I could mother notices me and signals for me to not come forward I protest wanting to help her badly.

Then father turns around and his eyes harden. "Oh, looky here. The little bitch is up."

"Michael don't hurt her." Mom say quickly. He turns around and slaps her head with is hit by the wall due to the impact.

"I can do whatever I fucking want to do!" He tells and I let out a shriek.

He turns back to me as he puts the knife down on the table. He crouched down to my level pulling my chin up with his finger to meet his eyes.

" What do you think? Would you like to see your mother die instantly or get tourtured... or... be set free."

"Set free." I say quickly than he could say bye. He smirks evily at me and I know it's a sign...

"I didn't finish yet... and... I get to torture you instead and have her watch live!" He says joyfully.

Disgusting. Why is he doing this? Again? It just started when I was eleven, he started to get drunk and eventually he became an alcoholic which led him into bad people with ended him doing drugs right inside our own house. Which led him to be his honest to mother and unfaithful. When I was twelve he started to bring different women when mom was at home. He told me if I tell her anything he would beat me, until I would bleed to death. And because I was only twelve I didn't tell mother. When I turn thirteen, not her caught him with another women in bed, she cried she screamed and made the alone go away with no shame on her face at all.

He claimed that he was drunk  and the women came on to him, and took advantage of him. He told her it was a mistake that he still loves us, that he would never do that on purpose, that he would never cheat . And eventually hours of screaming, crying, and things smashing. Mother finally have in and forgive him, but after he was comforting her, telling her that he loves her and that she shouldn't have to worry if something like this happens again, because it won't he said.

While I just watch them silently screaming and forgiving each other I sat on the couch, trying to hold back the tears. Trying to not yell at my father for the lies that he told my mother right in front of me ad her. For the unfaithfullnes, for the way he's hurting her, for telling her empty promises. For doing what he did.

When he hugged mother rubbing her back, he looked at me with emotionless, hard eyes and put his finger to his lips indicating for me to shut up and tell. Then he made a slicing motion on his throat and pointed at me. That's when a tear finally fell down my cheek, as i run up towards my room closed it loudly and locked it where he couldn't open it.

I was there. I watched it all. When he dragged the girl inside the house. When he cupped her breast and butt. When he kissed her lustfully. When he reassured her that mom wasebt going to be home soon. That he loved the way she tasted. I heard it all, they way they were making things fall 9n the ground due to there rufness. I went downstairs when they came in, he saw me, but didnt do anything.

He didn't care that I was there... wathcing... watching him... He didn't care... Because he knew, if I told anyone, he would kill me. And I knew That, just by the look in his eyes.

"No! You fucking bastard! Don't fucking touch my daughter! Or ill--!" Mom scream was cut short when suddenly father jabbed the knife through her chest. He mouth drop open as blood comes out of it. I let out a loud scream as tears begin to pool my vision. I sunk down to the floor feeling lifeless and numb.

"Or what?" He says evil while smirking he looks at me and stalks towards me. As I look at my mother she mouths I love you to me before staying still, her eyes with tears as she finally let her last breath, before closing her eyes. That's when I left out a sob, I stand up going to run towards her but father pulls the hem of my shirt and pulls me back on th wall rufly. A sob excapes my mouth has the uncontroable tears hurts out.

" You will not speak--"

"Help! Somebody help me! Please he's killed!"

He slams my head on the wall to hard as I close my eyes and rub my head to feel something wet on my hair.

"I said do not speak-"

"SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME! HELP ME! ANYONE! PLEASE! PLEASE! CALL THE COPS! ANYBODY, PLEASE HELP ME--!"

He suddenly throws me over the room where I hit my back, and forehead. Which starts to pool out blood. I cough a little trying to get off.

He stalks towards me an evil glint in his eyes. Which makes me shiver, I look at mother to see more blood coming out her body as I cry even harder. My chest tightens just by looking at her, I need air. I can't breath, I feel like I might die.

" Let me finish you bitch! I'll kill you if you dare say a word to anyone! Now, my princess where do you want to burry mother?"

"Please- ple-please... let me go father..." I trail off, as i feel more blood drips down on the side of my head. I feel dizzy, and I'm starting to see black dots. I blink multiple times, trying to focus on father's face.

"Annie--" dad's voice was the last I heard before losing my consciousness, and seeing the darkness.

To be continued...