Its Sad (ON HOLD)

What's Going On

Seeing him in the hallway through the crowds of students. First period just ended and everyone is out, going to their lockers. I see him with his group of friends. The schools popular jocks.

Jack Mega.

And I may have a tiny crush on him.

But he never, not even once noticed me. No one has ever noticed me. For the last two years of high school no one has ever said a single thing to me. Beside the people who work in this school, other than them I'm an outcast.

An out cast in Rodgers High. I'm what students call a weirdo, because I never talk to anyone who don't talk to me first. I guess that's why I'm an outcast. I let myself be alone.

Because I want to.

I always have my head down not daring to look anyone in the eye. I'm with high honors, and always wear black with sad things written on them. For example, death.

I head towards my locker as I took one more glance at Jack to see him flirting with a cheerleader. She's twirling her hair while chewing on gum. While smiling flirtatiously, I try to hide my pain away. As I open my locker I hear someone tell something that makes the whole hallway quiet for just a few seconds.

"Shut up!" I turn around to see Rebecca across from my locker, her eyes widen when she said her little out burst. And turn to open her locker to hide her embaressment. Everyone goes back to their business but I hear Annie, the girl Jack was flirting to say something loud enough just so Rebecca can hear.

"Aaannnd the freak outburst again. When will she ever stop talking to the voices inside her little tiny brain. When will you stop outburstings so much Rebecca? Oh! I know when you're finally dea-"

"Hey. Stop saying that." I say stepping up to her. I widen my eyes when I realized what I just blurted out. But i don't regret it, I've always seen students bullying her for no reason. Making fun of her appearance, making fun of her cause she's in the orphanage. For two years I've been in this school and she was always alone, and she always had her outbursts, that's why the kids in this school is used to it and get along with their lives. Some k8fs spread rumors about her, some make fun of her, some bullied her like Annie.

Annie Cerry. The popular girl in our school. I've heard that people call her a slut because she sleeps around. That she cheated on five of her boyfriend's. But I never believed them, even when they called her a lying no good bitch. I never believed them because I don't know her. Even though I've seen she has done some bad things to people in the school, I can see it in her eyes that she's hiding something.

Because it takes one to know,one.

There has to be something, something that makes me want to help her. But I don't know why. I feel bad vibes when I'm around her, I see her crying towards the bathroom them later on finding out from the rumors that her boyfriend broke up with her.

She's a very beautiful girl. She's smiling all the time when she's around her boyfriend.

"Um, excuse me? Who do you think you are?' She questions with a scowl. I look at Jack to see him staring at me with an expression I can't seem to decipher. My heart flutters when he looks at me like that. So I return my gaze back to Annie trying not to look at him.

"Lea- Lea Stone. And can you please just leave Rebecca alone, I'm sure she has done nothing to you. So please stop picking on her, you don't know what's she's going through, so please don't make or try anything worse." As I say the words something flash in her eyes, and I narrow my eyes.

It looked like- sadness.

Sadness.

She was quiet. Even Jack was quiet. They both didn't say anything. They both just looked at me with their eyes boring at me, also wanting to say something. But something is holding them back.

And I don't know what that is.

She opens her mouth and pauses as she looks at Rebecca. "I'm so sorry, Rebecca. Please forgive me." She says softly almost like her voice is in pain .

Than she walks away. Leaving me to wonder.

What's going on with her?