Bestfriend (PRINCETON LUV STORY)

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I DIDNT KNOW WAT TO SAY LET ALONE GET LOST IN HIS EYES. I CLOSED MY EYES TOOK A DEEP BREATH AND OPENED THEM AGAIN. "I MISSED YOU 2." I CONFESSED AND LOOKED AT HIM. HE SMILED.  SMILED BACK. " SO Y U TAKE SO LONG TO CALL." I SAID QUESTIONING HIM. HE CHUCKLED. "COULDNT LET BE OFF THE HOOK THIS ONE TIME?" HE ASKED ME. " UMHMMMM.....NOPE!" I SAID WITH A SMILE. " I BEEN OUT WITH FAMILY ALOT." HE SAID. "OH." I SAID AFTER HIM. IT WAS QUITE FOR A MINUTE. "SO HOW U BEEN?" HE ASKED ME. "GOOD.  I GUESS." I SAID WITH A SMUCK FACE.  IT WAS QUITE AGAIN.  EVERY TIME WE HAVEN'T TALKED FOR AWHILE THERE'S THIS DEAD SILENCE ON THE ROOM. I FEEL EYES ON ME AND I GLANCE OVER AND SEE HIS HEAD FACING MY FACE. "NEWCOLE?" HE SAID IN A SOFT VOICE THAT MADE MY BODY  TREMBLE. "HUM?"  I SAID STILL LOOKING AWAY FROM HIM. "NEWCOLE? CAN U LOOK AT ME FOR A SEC?.....PLZ?" HE SAID.  I TURNED MY FACE TO HIS. WE WERE SO CLOSE I CAN FEEL HIS BREATH TOUCH MY FACE. " NEWCOLE. I'M SO GLAD UR MY BESTFRIEND. I'VE BEEN HAVING TROUBLE WITH THINGS LATELY AND I'M GLAD I CAN COME TO U WEN I NEED HELP." HE SAID AND I FIND MYSELF GETTING LOST IN HIS EYES AGAIN. HIS BIG BROWN BEAUTIFUL EYES THAT ANYBODY WOULD DIE OVER. I'M FROZEN.  I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. I'M STUCK IN A HARD PLACE AGAIN. U KNOW WHAT I'M JUST GOING TO TELL HIM.  " I'VE BEEN MEANING 2 TELL U SOMETHING.  THE TRUTH IS -GCO" HIS PHONE RINGS.  "HOLD THAT THOUGHT". HE SITS UP AND ANSWERS HIS PHONE. I REALY DON'T KNOW WHAT THE PERSON ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PHONE IS TALKING ABOUT BUT I DO KNOW HE'S NODDING ALOT.  "ALITE C U WEN I GET HOME." HE SAYS AND HANGS UP HIS PHONE.I RISE UP AND LOOK AT HIM. "SOMETHING WRONG ?" I SAY. HE LOOKS UP FROM PUTTING HIS PHONE BACK IN HIS POCKET.  " MY MOM WANTS ME TO COME HOME 2 WATCH MY BABY COUSIN SO SHE CAN GET READY FOR WORK. " HE SAYS. "OH?"I SAY. IT'S QUITE FOR A SEC. "SO WHAT WAS YOU SAYING BEFORE U GOT INTURUPED?" HE SAID. I PANIC. " I BEEN WAITING TO TELL U THAT I'M SO GLAD UR MY BEST FRIEND 2!" I LIE. HE SMILES AND GIVES ME A HUG. "C U LATER. " HE SAYS AND STANDS UP. I SMILE. THAT SMILE OF HIS KILLS ME EVERY TIME."C U LATER AND DON'T FORGET TO CALL MORE!" I SAY.  "PROMISE." HE SAYS AND WALKS OUT MY ROOM AND CLOSES THE DOOR BEHIND HIM. A COUPLE MOMENTS LATER I HEAR THE FRONT DOOR CLOSE. I CAN'T BELIEVE I CHOKED AGAIN. I'M NEVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO TELL HIM! EVERY TIME HE COMES AROUND I'M GONNA BE FALLING OVER HIM AND HES GONNA START THINKING SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME. EPIC FAIL. NICE GOING NEW COLE!