Explainations and sadness

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Dina POV:

When I came back, I looked around, Nothing changed, Suddenly Chely showed up

"Dina, There you are, Where have you been? Nitai is wait-"

Chely POV:

I was in the middle of scolding her but slowed down when I saw her expression: anger

"Um... Sister? Are you ok?" I asked worridly, She grabbed my hand

"You got some explainations to do young lady" She said and dragged me into my room, She called Nitai and told him that she has to talk to me about something importent and it'll take time, She closed the phone and looked at me again

"Look, Whatever it is that you're mad at me, I didn't do it!" I said in defense

"Why didn't you tell me it's real?" She asked me

"What real?" I asked in surprise

"YOUR STORY! Author Tale! Why didn't you tell me that you actually met them?" She asked with anger and exictment, I froze

"You... you met them?" I asked slowly

"Yeah, It was an accident but it was so awsome! TMNT! Disney! Heck! Even Gormiti was there, Just like you worte, Why didn't you tell me?" She asked

"Would you even listen to me? It takes me forever to get someone's attention and even if I would, Would you believe me" I asked quietly, Dina stopped and looked at me with shock, She knew I was right, She let out a sigh and said

"If you don't want, I want tell anyone, But can we at least bring Chani and Dan with us?" She asked, I nodded, She smiled and then got up

"I have to go, Later sis" And with that she left, When she left, I slammed the door shut and threw a punch at the wall, I fell on my knees and let myself cry

"Why...?" I asked myself, I turned on the mini portal the guys gave me and got into the benbow.

"Chely, You're back! Why didn't you tell us your sister is so cool?" Donnie asked

"Yeah! And pretty, I bet your other sisters are awsome as well" Piron said, I bit my lip before I went outside without a word

"Chely?" Hannah called behind me, I just walked out and went a little far and sat down

Splinter POV:

"I don't get it... What happened?" Ella asked

"Maybe she's upset from her brother?" April suggested

"Don't think so, She's only screaming at him but it'll never let her get her down" Noctis said

"Maybe it's us?" GoGo asked, I got up and walked towards the exit

"Sensei?" Leonardo asked me

"I'll be back my sons, But I want to give you a food for thought: A compliment for one is the insulting of other" I said and got out to see Rachel, crying out and mumbling stuff:

'I'll never be good as them...' 'I'm just a girl next door...', My ears fell down as I looked at her sadly, I quickly let it go and put a hand on her shoulder, She looked up and looked down immediately

"Sensei please... I don't want a lesson now..." She said, I sat next to her and told her

"There will be no lessons now my child, Only listenning... from me" She looked up with surprise and sighed

"I'm the youngest sister among four... My sisters already finished school and they're married with jobs... People know them, People remember them... and that's the problem, When I'm coming after them, Everyone is acting the same way everyone acted in the inn... telling me they're pretty, smart, awsome... They're my sisters! I know it already, I love them... but I just want people to see me as 'Rachel', Not 'Dina', not anything else...

When I met all of you I became so happy, That finally I have something special, and even if my sisters don't know that, I'm happy that I know: That everyone here love me and don't compare me to my sisters or tell me how good they are.... But now that Dina found out...It's over, Now the guys will always compare me to my sister... I'll always be the girl next door, I know that it reminds you of Oroku Saki, but I can't control it... I'm jealous, And when you think about it, I got a lot of reasons to: I'm not pretty, I'm smart but not as much as them... And I don't really know what will I do with my future, Dina told you that I'm getting married when I'll be 18 and I'm going to be 16 in two monthes... I don't know what I'm good at besides writing and my dad is always bothering me about that" She finished, All the time she cried, I spoke up after a while:

"You don't remind my of Saki, You remind me of my youngest son: Michelangelo" She looked at me with shock

"When I first saw you, You reminded me all of my sons: Even though you're young, You acted like an adult as Leonardo, You were confident and smart talking just like Raphael and you acted smartly like Donatello when you met us... But the most reminded me of Michelangelo" She looked intrested, I continued

"You always smile and tries to find the good in the worst situations, Even if you don't want to or can't, You still do, But when it comes to be serious, You did it, When you left the first time, I started to see you in my Michelangelo as well" I told her with a bigger smile

"I saw that maybe my son is acting too much and makes mistakes too much times but he can act seriously, The happiness makes you special and different, And just because you're acting like one thing, doesn't mean you can't act in more ways" Her lips curved up a little

"You're the happiest sister among all of them, Your sense of humor and creativty are helping you to be liked by people, and just because you're acting like that, Doesn't mean you can't act like an adult, I know that writing is not the only thing you're good at, You're good in more things but you just don't know them yet" I let her digest my words and said for final

"And about your thoughts about yourself: That's nonsnese, You're pretty, even if you don't want to believe in it, You're smart and you're, as the teenagers says: awsome" Chely smiled and unexpectedly, She jumped and hugged me

"I knew all the time that I'll be happy if I'll tell you how I feel" She whispered, I smiled and hugged her as well, She sat down and relaxed a little and at the end, We came back to the inn

"Hey guys" She said with a little smile, Michelangelo stepped closer, rubbing his hand

"We realized what we did... We're sorry Chely... We didn't think it'll hurt you so much" Chely smiled and put a hand on his shoulder

"I love my sisters, a lot Mikey, But hearing about them what I allready know, It doesn't really help me with my self confidence... and I think I should apolagize to... I was being jealous and selfish, Sometimes I just need to learn how to share" She said,

"I guess... sometimes you can see yourself not only in the mirror, but also in someone else"

(PLEASE! Tell me what do you think about the last sentence! I think it turned out to be awsome!)

Suddenly she pulled Michelangelo in and hugged him really tight, I could see, For the first time, tears in my youngest son eyes, but they were happy one, He hugged her back with a smile and closed his eyes, I smiled happily, Michelangelo sometimes needs a sister!

(Hey guys! How was that? I hope you like it, What do you think about my problem? Do you think it's right for me to be so low confindent? Leave a comment and tell me what do you think, Love ya!!!)  

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