American Idiot || 5SOS au On hold

Chapter 7

I'm eating ice cream right now, and it's really helping me think.... hopefully it will work until I'm done.

This is going to be a pretty long chapter, longer than the others because i made you guys wait for such a long time and yeah. We just got done with school yesterday so I'm going to be writing a lot more frequently now i hope. Fingers crossed!

Anyways other than me finally updating after a whole millenium of time, here is the next chapter.

~Previously~

I was in my room, getting ready to sleep, because I really needed it, when my I heard my door open.

"Hey are you here to tell me about what you were talking about earlier?"

"Yeah, but I don't want to tell the boys yet because I want to figure out what I want first."

"Well, what do you want?"

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"I want to make you love it here, I also want all of us to be friends. I know this is a change from what we have been saying and doing, but I am thinking about you. And I don't want you upset or getting hurt okay?" I just stood and looked at Michael, thinking about his offer and what he was saying.

I want to be friends with these guys, not hate them. Even if Ashton is kind of creepy, he might be able to be a good friend. What if these boys turn out to be really bad? Well it's better than having to deal with everything that could've happened of Michael didn't bring this up.

I look up at Michael, because I subconsciously looked down to my feet. He was looking at me with his light green eyes, with a hopeful expression on his face. I just laugh for a second, as his face spreads to one of confusion.

"Why are you laughing? Was it stupid to ask?" he asks.

"I-I can't," I state, " BELIEVE you thought that I wouldn't take being friends with you over whatever else might happen." I continue to laugh, bending over and leaning on the dresser to make sure I don't fall.

You might be thinking why I'm laughing so hard, but the combination of Michael's confused face, and the idea that he thought I wouldn't take his offer just made makes me go into hysterics.

Michael just chuckles and says, "I just wanted to make sure that you are sane and that you would take the deal. I don't know what goes through your head."

"Well I would hope you don't know what is going on in my head! I don't want you to perform any mind shit with me." I say with a total serious face on.

"Well I'm going to leave with that in mind so you have fun!" Michael says as he turns and exits my room, almost falling because of a random pair of shoes laying on the floor.

After he leaves, I decide to finish getting ready. I get into bed and wish that I could call my parents and see how they are, though they haven't made an effort to contact me, that I know of. Though I'm still going to ask the boys in a couple of days, just incase I miss them too much to not talk to them. I mean if Michael getws the guys agree to us just being friends, they would be able to let me call or even visit my parents if I wanted, right? Of course they would, I mean, friends do that.

Speaking of which, if Michael even gets the other boys to agree to this, how different would it end up being? Would they just completely turn around their attitudes, or would it be a gradual thing? I really wouldn't care either way we are going to end up being friends, and not have them be over horny teenagres that take care of themselves by basically kidnapping a girl. That will be the best part, getting their heads fixed on right.