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Renee

raelina ended up staying the night and so did Shawn. I don't know why he stayed but he did and he said that he wanted to comfort me. I know he meant the best but for some reason I couldn't believe him. My hearts been broken before by people I assumed cared for me, so it was hard for me to believe he cared.

"Renee." He said as I lied on my bed and he lied in the ground, he said he was being respectful, when honestly I just thought he was being cautious.

"Yes?" I asked.

"What's going to happen when she leaves?" He asked.

"I don't know. I won't have a friend anymore and I'll probably be pretty lonely."

"Oh." I could hear it in his voice that it hurt him.

"You'll have me." He said looking up as I was now on the edge of the bed gazing at him.

"But will I? I mean we may be friends now, but what happens when I stop tutoring you? You'll go back to your football life and you'll find some mediocre cheerleader girlfriend. And where would that leave me?"

"Renee you know that wouldn't happen. I promise."

"Shawn, please no promises, I've had enough of those broken in my life I don't need another, let's just live life at it's fullest and see what happens after." I said grinning politely then rolling over to my side and starring out my window.

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Shawn

"Raelina?!" I yelled quietly toward the coach downstairs.

"Raelina!" I yelled a little louder.

"What the fuck do you want?!" She asked sitting up slowly rubbing her eyes.

"I need your help." I said.

"Now! At," she checked her phone.

"5am?! No!" She said lying back on her pillow.

"Please, I really need your help!" I said once again.

"Okay! Now that I'm awake, what the fuck do you need Mendes!"

"Well.."

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