After Liza left I managed to drag myself to that bar in the first floor of the hotel.
It felt like the place to be, it felt like drinking was, maybe not the right, but only solution.
Hours feel like seconds when you are alone, that alcoholic thing makes you just a bit dizzy.
I can still feel my arms, relaxing on top of that counter which always has my drinks ready.
Every shot I take still reminds me of her.
I still hate the enormous impact she has on me that I didn't even knew she had.
Way more powerful than just a kind friendship or a couple of fucking drinks.
The world is spinning around but I want to keep going. Because this feels nice. It feels nice to be me. It feels nice to shout to the world that..
"I love Liza Koshy! I love her.."
But no one cares, so I take another drink.
At least I care.. I have to pull my heart out of my body not to..and I fucking think it would still beat for her.
I feel a light perfume approaching me, and then an arm around my waist.
"Want to offer me a drink?" I hear this girl say.
I turn around to face her, but it doesn't actually matter because my vision is blurry.
"No, thanks." I say before she pulls my arm and gets me up from my seat.
She pulls me into the elevator and presses a few buttons, not letting go of my hand.
After a couple of minutes she pulls me out of the elevator and opens my room with my key.
She forcefully closes the door and pushes me into the bed.
"What do you think?" She says while slowly unbuttoning her shirt in the low light, leaving her only in a sexy bra, while she slowly crawled on top of me.
I pull her head in and start kissing her with passion...
~
I wake up due to that terrible headache that had been going around for hours.
Feeling like my head is freaking about to explode.
.. My heart drops when I realize that I'm naked, covered in bedsheets.. until I remember what I did last night.
I look over at the other side of the bed, but no one was there.
The only thing I found was a note.
"I'll come and find you, wherever you go, never leaving you now that I found you."
What the fuck did I do..?
I had sex with someone that I don't even know the same day my girlfriend is getting married to another man.
And the worst part is that I fucking enjoyed it. Whoever she was, she made me feel special last night.
I get up and get ready to pack my things.
No fucking way I'm going to that wedding. I've fucking suffered enough already.
I check out of the hotel and start walking out of it.
So many people were decorating the place.. flowers, chairs.. everything you need for a wedding.
I try ignoring the voices in my head. The calls of my heart.
But then I run up to her room one last time.
To see her one last time before she's not mine anymore.
Not enough courage to knock on the door, as always.
I run away as the coward I have always been, thinking about a lot of things, before I listen at a door opening when I'm at the end of the hallway.
An angel in a white dress comes out.
"David.."
But I don't listen to her. I decide to go. Run far away before I look into her eyes and am not able to do that anymore afterwards.
~
I'm waiting for my delayed flight as 3 hours have passed.
Liza is probably happily married now.
I...
I just can't stop thinking about my one night stand.
Am I doing the right thing of disappearing the next day after meeting her?
"Flight to New York.." I get up and grab my suitcase as soon as I listen to this.
Returning back from where I came from, this time with a broken heart with me.
I get on the plane and try to find my seat.
I stuff my luggage at its place before sitting down next to a girl covered in a large hoodie.
She doesn't turn around or say anything until we depart.
She turns around, faces me and puts her hand on mine.
"David.."
"Liza?!" I say, shocked.
"Please forgive me!" She says, crying on my chest while tightly hugging me.
I put my arms around her to comfort her.
"I was stupid and.."
"Shouldn't you be with your husband right now?" I say stroking her back while she continues to shiver between my arms.
"I never got married. I could never do that."
"The only person that I could dedicate my life to, is the person I truly love. You."
"As I already told you.. "I'll come and find you, wherever you go, never leaving you now that I found you."
"It was you.." I manage saying.
"Please don't leave me alone I need you." She says starting to sob.
I hug her tightly, keeping her warmly into my arms.
"I love you Liza..I'm always there for you." I say while kissing her forehead.
"I love you too David. I've always loved you so much.."
