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"So you're going to go for it?" Anthony asks me

I nod. "I want to try it out" I chuckle.

Harry leaves the couch and heads upstairs.

"Okay, I gotta go now Mia. I'll see you after school. Anthony, she's with you right?" Ethan asks him.

Anthony nods. Ethan looks once upstairs and leaves the building.

A few awkward moments in silence, before I stand and walk upstairs to Harry.

"I'll be here" Anthony says

He's sitting on the couch as I decide whether we should leave the door open just in case the power goes off again. I decide to leave it open.

"Her lipgloss really is disgusting. It smells like plastic" he says wiping his lips again with the back of his hand.

I join Harry on the couch, but he doesn't take it and pulls me onto his lap. Today I'm wearing a skirt and he's wearing his jersey. I'm still wearing his hoodie.

"Do you want your hoodie back?" Although I really don't want to give it back?

"No, it's fine" he says as he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me closer.

My arms wrap around his neck instantly and my head rests on his shoulder. My breathing is steady this time, I'm getting used to it.

"I want to smoke weed" I say out to the blue.

"Smoke weed? Why? Where did this come out of?" He asks me

"You've tried it haven't you?" I ask him

"I have but just because I have it doesn't mean you should"

"I want to"

"Why?"

"To experience it"

"Experience what exactly Mia?"

"The high" I say

"I love you" He laughs softly.

"I love you too" I say as I lift my head to kiss his lips.

His hands move under his hoodie and my shirt to caress my skin. His fingers grip my skin roughly. His fingers are soft but calloused. The electric current flows between us as his tongue enters my mouth. His hands leave my skin and go to my cheeks.

He ends the kiss by lifting my chin to look at him. His eyes are a dim emerald green, his pupils are blown out. His lips are slightly swollen and pink.

"I have a boner" he says

His statement takes me by surprise and I raise a my brows at him

"How? I mean, we just kissed" I ask

"Well you're sitting on my dick with a skirt on, the only barrier being your underwear, my boxers and jeans" he says tracing the figure of my body.

"Oh, right" I say awkwardly

He presses his hand on the small of my back and urges me closer to him.

"Would you have sex with me if I asked you to?" He whispers in my ear

"I wouldn't" I answer truthfully. I wouldn't. Unless I'm sure about his feelings.

"Don't you trust me?" He asks me

"It's not about trust. It's about my comfort and it's too early" I say.

It's true. I wouldn't have sex with him because it's too early for us. We're still in first base.