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13.

"Are you kidding me?! Harry we're in school!" I say quietly but loudly.

At this point, I'm a bit mad because Harry has weed on school grounds which is illegal in itself in Australia let alone in school and his father is a fucking lawyer. What the hell is he thinking?

"It's okay, we won't get caught. I've ensured it. Here, take a joint" he says.

His voice is the same as always, deep and raspy with his English accent. But his eyes are rimmed with red and they are watery.

"Are you high already?" Anthony asks him

"No, we've just started" Harry scoffs.

"Harry, we can't do this in school. Ethan warned me about getting caught and I would never ever-"

"Baby, lighten up. It's okay, really. Trust me" Harry says

Something about the way he calls me baby soothes me. He's a bit high, but he's still friendly and still so fucking adorable.

I sigh and sit next to him on the couch.

"At least not in the main room" I say giving up

"Deal" He says packing up the jars and the sheets and leads me upstairs.

Anthony, Louis and Liam follow behind us.

Did Harry tell them about us? Are they trustworthy enough to keep our secret?

"Here, sit" Harry says pointing towards a leather couch.

I sit and he places a joint between my lips while crouched in front of me.

"This is Cali Kush. I'll light it up, you need to suck it in when I do" He says

I nod.

"You're sure you want to do this?" Anthony asks me

I nod at him. I certainly wasn't expecting this to be my first time smoking weed. Illegal weed, in highschool. It's okay though.

"Hold it" Harry instructs me as Louis sits next to me.

Liam lights up his own joint.

Harry flicks the lighter on and lights the joint between my lips. I inhale the drug. It burns my throat and I have cough it out.

"You alright?" Harry asks me

I nod. "I'm good. Again" I say to him

He places the joint between my lips again and lights it up. The lighter reminds me of Anthony's tattoo.

This time round, it's easier and it burns less and less as I inhale it repeatedly. Harry hands me the lighter and the joint and light his own one.

"Marijuana, the safest drug that killed nobody" Louis says laughing quietly.

Soon enough, my vision becomes blurred and my head feels extremely light. I feel almost empty except for the beating of my heart. I feel myself spacing in and out. Harry lifts me into his lap, slowly kissing my lips and nose which adds to my euphoric high. The feeling is so immense it incapacitates me. Louis and Liam left to their classes long ago, or what seemed like long ago and I'm not sure where Anthony disappeared to.

He twirls my straightener hair in his fingers. "I love you. So much" he says

"I love you too" I smile hugging him

"I can't live without you" He whispers into my ear

"Why do you keep thinking that" I slur, my tongue feels heavy and odd in my mouth.