Stressed Out

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I wish I found some better sounds no one's ever heard
I wish I had a better voice that sang some better words
I wish I found some chords in an order that is new
I wish I didn't have to rhyme every time I sang

Asahi sighed as he walked tiredly from practice. He fished out his phone from his pocket and put his earphones on, blocking those unnecessary outside noise, those noises that he had grown used to. He felt too lazy to choose which song to play so he played some of his oldest playlist. He smiled sadly as the familiar tune rang in his ears. Too familiar. He whispered. He wasn't in the mood for the song but he's also too lost in his thoughts to bother changing the music.

I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink
But now I'm insecure and I care what people think
My name's Blurryface and I care what you think
My name's Blurryface and I care what you think

"I'm home." He softly said when he arrived home. He smiled at his mother as she told him to wash up and come back down to dinner. He politely declined saying that he doesn't have the appetite and he would just rest. His mother gave a smile of sympathy as he went upstairs.

He put his bag down and flopped onto the bed as he sighed for the Nth time today. He was really stressed lately and he wanted to release all of it. The only problem is, he didn't know how. He's stressed out because of his academics, because felt that he's not good enough to be called the ace of Karasuno's Volleyball Team, he's stressed because he knew he was just overthing and anxious but he can't do anything about it.

Wish we could turn back time, to the good old days
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out
Wish we could turn back time, to the good old days
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out

Asahi was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't hear someone enter his room.

"ROLLING THUNDAAAAAAAA~!!!!"

He almost screeched as Noya screamed his signature phrase and jumped on top of the laying Asahi. "Hi Asahi-san!!!" Noya said cheerfully. "Please don't do that again." He replied as he chuckled. He then realized their position and his cheeks turned a bright pink.
"N-Noya..."
"Yes Asahi-san?"
"C-Can you g-get off?"
"Don't wanna."
"Ehhhhh?!"

Asahi almost passed out as he barely managed to ask why. "Because.. Because Asahi-san seemed sad. Daichi said that you're too stressed and didn't know how to release it so I came to help." Noya said. Asahi's eyes widened as Noya got off him and laid down beside him. "It feels like Daichi keeps looking after me- us. The same with Sugawara-san. Am I being too difficult? Oh my gods, did I became a bother?!" Asahi thought to himself, frowning. "Asahi-san! You're overthinking again." Noya glared at him. "A-Ah.. Sorry Noya."

Sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young
How come I'm never able to identify where it's coming from
I'd make a candle out of it if I ever found it
Try to sell it, never sell out of it, I'd probably only sell one

It'd be to my brother, 'cause we have the same nose
Same clothes homegrown a stone's throw from a creek we used to roam
But it would remind us of when nothing really mattered
Out of student loans and tree-house homes we all would take the latter

Noya laid with Asahi in his bed for a while. He started talking about the past where he and Asahi were still having fun as they play volleyball with their team. "Those were the good times." Noya said. "Yes, they really were." Asahi replied. They exchanged stories, talking about the good times they had and the bad times.

It was until they're both laughing that they realize that they were holding each other's hand. Asahi immediately pulled away, muttering a small 'sorry' to Noya."It's okay Asahi-san. I like holding your hand." Noya said as he gently held hands with him, trying to fight off the blush that was creeping into his face.

Asahi looked at him for a moment and smiled, the same color appearing in his cheeks as Noya. He didn't have the heart to pull his hand away so he didn't. Besides, he couldn't admit that he liked holding Noya's hand too.

My name's Blurryface and I care what you think
My name's Blurryface and I care what you think

Wish we could turn back time, to the good old days
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out
Wish we could turn back time, to the good old days
When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out

Asahi started to open up. He talked about his worries about his future, about his own anxieties. Noya kept quiet listening to every word he said. He knew that Asahi didn't need any reassurance or encouragement at the moment. All needs is someone to listen. Someone who understands.

"Sorry, did I talk too much? Did it bore you out? Did I--" Asahi said worriedly as he was cut short by Noya. "No. I like listening to your voice anyway. Did you feel a little bit better now?" Noya said. "Yes, actually. Thanks Noya." Asahi replied as he smiled at him.

"Asahi-san, I have something important to say to you." Noya said as he sat up. "What is it?" Asahi said worriedly as he sat up and faced Noya. "W-What would y-you do if I say that I-I-I...uuuhhhhmmm." Noya stuttered as he felt his cheeks heat up. "If you what Noya?" Asahi asked. Noya muttered something as Asahi went closer to hear him. "I'm sorry, can you repeat that?" Asahi said. "ILIKEYOUNOIREALLYLOVEYOUASAHISANPLEASEACCEPTMYFEELINGS!" Noya said in one breath as Asahi looked at him in confusion. Noya's words sinking in as he blushed. "N-Noya.."
"I really like you Asahi-san. N-Not just as a friend. Y-You know what I-I'm talking about." Noya shyly said.

"W-Well. I feel really lucky. And the truth is I-I actually l-like you t-too." Asahi said as he looked away wuth a blush on his cheeks.

Noya brightly smiled as he tackled Asahi in a hug. Both of them toppling in the bed with Noya on top. "I'm so happy!!" Noya exclaimed as he buried his face into Asahi's chest. "Asahi-san?"
"Yes Noya?"
"C-Can I-I kiss you?!"

Asahi's face turned red as he nooded. Noya pecked his lips as he continued to cuddle with him. They stayed like that for another hour as Asahi heard Noya's snores. He chuckled lightly, "You're really cute Noya." he whispered. "At least I won't worry about my future that much." he breathed as he place a dainty kiss on Noya's forehead.

We used to play pretend, give each other different names
We would build a rocket ship and then we'd fly it far away
Used to dream of outer space but now they're laughing at our face
Saying, "Wake up, you need to make money"
Yeah

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A/N:

To Nick,

FRIEND I RUINED IT I'M SORRY. HALP.

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