Mistakes of a Rock Star (Jensen Ackles FanFic)

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Sitting down at the restaurant I sat my camera down beside me as he quickly ordered what he wanted without looking at the menu. The waiter took my drink order waiting patiently for me to tell him what I wanted to eat with just as much speed.

"I'll just have the same," I told him looking over at Jensen who was chowing down on the bread in front of him.

"So, you've heard some about me, so what about you?" I tried striking up conversation.

He shrugged taking a sip of the water the waiter had brought.

"Nothing really to tell," he stated.

"There has to be something in that brain of yours you wanna tell." I decided. He shook his head.

"What's with all the questions anyway? I thought you were a photographer not a journalist," he pointed out.

"Just curious about the person I'm taking so many pictures of." I admitted.

He sighed staring at me for a few seconds. "Started playing the guitar to get girls, next thing I know I loved it." He informed me.

"The classic rock star thing to say," I quipped.

I saw a smirk slowly appear on his face. "Oh so he does smile," I stated as I snapped a side picture of him smiling.

"Honestly the attention is hard," he confessed his smile fading. "I feel trapped most days," he told me.

"That's gotta be hard," I sympathized.

"I can't even write anymore," He admitted. "And I have no idea why I told you that," he said as an afterthought.

"We will keep that between us," I assured him as I sat my camera back down.

"So are you looking forward to having some time off?" I asked him as I dove into the burgers they finally brought us.

Jensen looked up from taking a huge bite nodding before giving me a thumbs up. I chuckled a little as he grunted his approval for the food.

"Yeah I think I'm gonna go see my sister at the ranch," once his mouth wasn't full of food, he spoke.

"That sounds fun," I told him as I took a bite of my own burger.

"Jared already made all of your arrangements," he explained not looking up.

"Wait, I'm coming too? Thought I was only touring shows and a few photos while on tour," I said.

"He feels like you should get shots of me while I'm at home out of the "spotlight"," He responded using quotation marks around spotlight with sarcasm.

"Seems fair I guess," I decided. "When are we going?"

"Few days," he answered swallowing the last of his burger.