Chapter Tewnty-One || He Doesnt Love Me

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A/N: self harm trigger warning, shit gets deep! Oh also fangirl overload is happening too!

★ { couple hours later } ★

★ { Min Yoongi } ★

I was in my room sleeping when I heard my phone ring. It's 9 in the morning, doesn't anyone know I'm still asleep? I sighed and sat up, picking it up.

Yoongi: Hey, what's up?

Seonji: hey Yoongi, something happened with Minji. We were on the way home and, she hasn't been herself ever since .

I rolled my eyes, this Girl....

Yoongi: I'll be over in a second...

I hung up. I side again, Minji and her stupid self. I am cover myself from my comforters. Put on some pants, and headed for her dorm.

★ { Han Minji } ★

I was sitting in the middle of the floor. I fumbled with a piece of sharp metal in between my fingers. I was considering my next course of action. All of the pain and torture both Yoongi, Hoseok and JunHoe put me through flashed through my head. I was once again put into a situation, one I was far too familiar with. I looked over the white lines showing on my thighs and calves. Is this really what I want to do with my body? My eyes start to water. I got up walking to the bathroom with the box cutter in my hand, throwing it in the toilet.

Minji: Never Again!

I flushed it. A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. It still hurt though, I sobbed. What if I, need to do it again? No, you won't, you're stronger than that. I heard a knock at the door, fuck! Did they hear me?

Yoongi: Minji? Can I come in?

Fuck... Seonji and Taeyun know he's my weakness... I wipe my tears and walk to the door, I already know I look like shit. I unlocked the door, and slowly let him in. I close the door behind him. He immediately sat down on my bed, followed by me beside him. He pulled me into a hug. He's so warm.....

Yoongi: It's ok Minji... it's OK if you don't want to talk about it....

I bury my head into him, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I sobbed into him.

Minji: He - - he's j-just an ex... He - - he hurt me... phy-physically... and mentally...

I gasped for air between sobs. I felt his body tense up at my words. He's always been really overprotective, which was kind of cute. He Patted my back, it's official. My feelings for him are raining loud and clear, I love him.

I love you Min Yoongi

Yoongi: what's his name?

I hugged him tighter. No, I won't let him hurt someone. Even if that someone deserves it, like JunHoe.

Minji: yoongi. No, you can't hurt him. You have to think of your career. Not of me.....

He let go of me, staring straight into my eyes. With those chocolate eyes.

Yoongi: Don't you get it Minji? Everything I do is for you. You are my life, everything about you, gives me a purpose. I love you, Minji I always have loved you.

He went back to hugging me, the memory of the first time he ever said that to me came into focus.

Yoongi: I never told you this Minji. But, I went back to Busan after three months. I found you with him, and I was so mad. I couldn't believe you could do that to me and I'm so sorry. If, I only knew what he did....

I whispered into his ear.

Minji: Shhh.... I love you too...

I Broke our embrace and leaned into his face. And I kissed him.

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