Therapy didnt help

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As the title says it didnt help. Whenever i could i would cut myself. I would use a earring. I started acting up i would steal from stores, curse at my mom. I was in pain and they didnt know. None of my friends knew what was going on. I was too embarrassed to tell them. How would i tell them?

They think everything is a joke except they will never know if they dont try to believe.

Christopher didnt know at all. No one knew except my parents. And my family. I cursed alot more and i didnt do anything. My parents started to realize therapy never worked. It just got worse.

They cancelled all my therapy sessions and tried to let me heal on my own.

Summer came and i was the same. I didnt get worse or better.  All he did was spread rumors. He told me to kill myself. I actually tried to and things went on from there.And thats my story of my first boyfriend and what he did to me. How it affected me. What pain he caused me. Im honestly surprised i had the courage to write this.

If you went through the pain i went through you would totally understand. Im happy now, in seventh grade without anyone knowing. I kinda want it to stay that way.



Ana: Hey guys so in sixth grade i had two boyfriends and you will hear about it. This was a traumatic experience for me and i didnt recognize who i was in the mirror. I need someone to know what happened so there you go.  

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