DevAkshi FF - My Love, My Strength

Chapter 20

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   Chapter 20

Outside Ishwari Niwas

Shekhar:  “Sona! Beta please apne ghar chalo.”

Sona:  “Main aapko pehle hi bata chuki hun main aapke ghar nahi chalne wali aapke sath.”

Shekhar :  “Beta! Raat ho chuki hai. Ab tum kahaan jaaogi? Please maan jaao meri baat…”

Sona: “Jab baat aapki beti par aai, to aapko kitni chinta ho rahi hai. Aapne kabhi yeh socha….. Ki Ishwari aunty apne chaar bacchon ko lekar pata nahi kitni raaten kahaan kahaan bhatki hongi…… sirf aur sirf aapki wajah se. Aapne apne laalch ki wajah se ek family ko barbaad kar diya.”

Shekhar :  “Andha ho gaya tha main laalach mein…. Kabhi yeh soch hi nahi paaya ki meri wajah se un logon ne kitna kuch saha hoga. Beta, I promise main un logon se maafi maangne ki har poori koshish karunga. Jo bhi galati ki, uska pachtava hai mujhe.”

Sona:  “Aapke guilt aur aapki maafi se un logon ko wo sab to nahi milega, jo aapki wajah se khoya hai unhone. Kaise lautaaoge aap unko unka bachpan….. Jo apne parivaar ki zimmedariyon ki wajah se wo jee nahi paaye.”

Shekhar : “I’m Sorry.”

Sona:  “Ab aap ghar jaaiye…. Mujhe akela chod dijiye.”

Shekhar went from there.

Ishwari Niwas

Ishwari was crying.

Dev:  “Maa! Please chup ho jaa. Ab us insaan ko maine uski galatiyon ki saza de di hai. Ab wo hamari parivaar ki khushyan kabhi nahi cheen paayega.”

Ishwari:  “Aur yeh sab karne ke liye tune kya kiya? Dhokha…. Fareb….. Us bacchi ke saath. Use us gunaah ki sazaa di, jiske baare mein wo jaanti tak nahi thi. Tune to uski zindagi barbaad karke rakh di.

Tu uske baap ko galat keh raha hai, par tu kitna sahi hai? Uske papa ne tere papa ka bharosa toda, aur unko dhokha diya….. To tune kya kiya….

Tune bhi to us bechari ko dhokha hi diya, uska istemaal kiya apne matlab ke liye, uske pyaar ka galat faayda uthaya.”

Neha:  “Haan bhai, maa bilkul sahi keh rahi hai. Aapko aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. Kisi ladki ke pyaar ka galat fayda uthana….. Use apne fayde ke liye use karna….. aapne bohot hi galat kiya hai bhai. Pata nahi, is time uske upar kya guzar rahi hogi. Kitna akela mehsoos kar rahi hogi wo apne aap ko. Uske papa ne, aur aapne…. Dono ne usko itna bada dhokha diya.”

Dev:  “ Mujhe is baare mein kuch bhi nahi sunana. Please…. Main jaa raha hun apne room mein. Ab is baare mein koi zikra nahi karega….”

Dev went upstairs.

On the other side,Sona kept on walking on the road, tears flowing from eyes. She was recalling all the moments she spent with Dev.

Sona: “Wo pal, jo humne saath bitaaye…. Wo ek sapne jaise lagte hain. Kitne khush the hum ek dusre ke saath. Sab kuch perfect tha.

Ishwari Niwas

Dev’s Room

Dev had tears in his eyes.

Dev: “I’m Sorry Sonakshi. I’m Sorry…. I Love You. I swear, tumhari aankhon mein aansoo dekh kar mujhe bhi utna hi dard hua. You know what, I hate myself…  Kabhi maaf nahi kar paaunga khud ko tumhe itna hurt karne ke liye…. Never ever…… Tum bohot acchi ho, main tumhara pyaar deserve hi nahi karta.

FLASHBACK

When Sona had gone for Elena’s wedding.

Dev’s phone rang.

Other person: “Sir, aapne jo kaam diya tha hume…. Wo poora ho gaya. Hamare paas Shekhar Mehra ki poori information hai. Uska daily routine, uski family, friends, uski har taaqat aur kamzori.”

Dev: “Oh! That's perfect. Kal milte hain.”

Next day

That person gave Shekhar Mehra’s complete information to Dev.

That person : “Sir, ye hai Shekhar Mehra ki eklauti kamzori….. Uski beti Sonakshi Mehra….. Yeh leejiye uski photograh.

That moment was a life changing moment for Dev. He was not able to think anything.

Dev:  “Sonakshi….. Sonakshi Uski beti hai…. Us insaan ki beti…. Jisne humse hamara sab kuch cheen liya….”

FLASHBACK  ENDS

Dev: “Us pal ke baad sab badal gaya. Par haan….. Ek cheez jo kabhi nahi badli, aur na hi badlegi…. Wo hai mera pyaar….. Tumhare liye mera pyaar kabhi bhi kam nahi hoga. You are my first & last love. I love you Sonakshi…… I love you…”