What It Takes (BTS/EXO)

~Chapter 26~

Megan's POV

Since we're having an outdoor photo shoot, EXO and GEMSTONES are going to share the same hair and make up station. As we settled inside a big tent waiting for our hair and make up artists, Xiumin oppa didn't waste any time anymore. He asked me to explain everything to them.

"So, how long have you been a trainee? " His first question.

"I've been a trainee for 4 months and 2 weeks now. " I simply answered.

"So, you started being a trainee in the middle of your relationship with Sehun? " he clarified.

"Nae oppa. " Did I do something wrong? Why do I feel like I'm in an interrogation session?

" So that explains why she doesn't want to go inside our building.." ChanYeol oppa butted in.

"Why didn't you tell us before? I mean.. we all know you are talented, and it's not impossible for you to get into showbiz but why did you have to hide it from us? " Luhan oppa asked. Whoo~ This is gonna be a long day.

"I wanted to surprise you guys... " I paused "..especially Sehun. " I muttered slowly in a much softer voice. This time, my heart was kind of aching. I remembered the times I almost told Sehun everything out of excitement. I remembered that one of my reasons to become an idol is because of Sehun. A lot of treasured memories with Sehun suddenly flooded my mind. Our relationship that started with friendship.. the friendship that made me have a crush on him.. the crush on him that made me answer a 'Yes' to him when he asked me to be his girlfriend and eventually became couples.. My relationship with Sehun didn't last that long, but in those 5 months of being with him, I felt happy.. I was always thankful for having him as my namja chinggu.. But eventually, he wasted all of that. I don't know where I went wrong, he used to be my life.. Why did he have to hurt me that much? Was I not a good girlfriend? I think I have done my best to be the best girlfriend for him.. but I guess I really just wasn't enouhh for him. Now, I think I can FINALLY, REALLY, OFFICIALLY move on from him.

"one of my reasons why I accepted JYG's offer to become one of their trainess was because.... I wanted to make Sehun proud.. I wanted to go 'public' with him.. I wanted him to feel proud when he tells everyone about us.. I wanted to be good enough to be called his girlfriend.." I continued. My tears are almost going to fall. I can't believe I just said all of that infront of them.. infront of him! I guess this is because of the memories that had flashed back in my mind.. and maybe because I want to have a proper closure..

"Why didn't you accept Mr. Lee's offer then? " Sehun suddenly said in a cold tone and everybody turned their heads to him. I didn't expect him to suddenly jump at the conversation.

"I was really considering the offer- " Sehun interrupted me and started shouting a bit.

"Considering? Why would you consider if you can just Accept? If you accepted the offer, we would be under one company right now! You would have been a trainee at our company... We could've practiced together! Have Lunch breaks together! Sleep late together! Get tired together! Perform together! and Have secret dates! Our relationship could've lasted longer! We could have been happy together! AND WE WILL STILL BE TOGETHER BY NOW! " he finished... tears rolling from his eyes. I couldn't believe this.. it feels like he's regretting but he's still selfish .. now he's blaming everything on me.. Tears started streaming down my face too...

"I love you Megan! You know I do! But when you rejected that offer, I felt like you didn't want me anymore. I felt like you didn't want to spend time with me anymore. " he continued.