Accidentally Falling For You

Trouble In Paradise

Anna is coming back from Japan today and I still haven't talked to her ever since the fight. I'm thinking that I should just swallow my pride and apologize. Plus she's can't be that mad at me right? It's not like I kissed Kylie or something. I'm sure she'll understand. I was waiting in the living room for her to arrive so I could fix things with her and tell her what really happened. She was suppose to arrive an hour ago; she told me when she will arrive before she went to Japan. So I kind of prepared a peace offering. I bought her flowers, chocolates and a box of donuts. I'm very tempted to eat the donuts but I need to just be patient a little more.

When I was about to drift off to sleep, I heard the door open. My head shoot up to the direction of the door and saw Anna. She looked at me and then the gifts. I smiled at her. "Hey babe."

Instead of replying she entered our room leaving me dumbfounded. Okay, that was not what I expected. This is gonna be harder than I thought. I knocked on our door since she locked it.

"Anna, open the door!" I said banging the door. "Baby, come on, please."

"I've been in a 14 hour flight," I heard her say. "I need to get some sleep! Leave me the fuck alone!"

I groaned and mentally face palmed myself. "Anna, what's wrong with letting me in? You can still sleep when I'm in there!"

"I don't need you so please just shut up!"

"Anna, open the goddamn door!"

"This is my fucking apartment! You don't live here okay? Stop acting like you own the fucking place!" Anna shouted. "I don't even know why I let you come live here with me! I couldn't care less about you!"

Well, that hurt like a bitch.

I decided to just not reply to that because honestly I didn't know how. So she wants me out of her apartment but she doesn't want to open the goddamn door where my clothes are.

If she doesn't want me here then fine! I still have some clothes in my house, but I'm not gonna live there anymore. Especially now that I have alot on my head. I drove to my house to get some of my shirts and pants.

"Josh?"

"Hey, Jen."

"What are you doing here?"

"I'm coming to get some of my clothes."

"Why? Don't you have clothes in Anna's apartment?" she asked.

"Yeah but um, I just need a few."

After a few hours hanging out with my sister and deciding to cook us dinner. I decided to check in a nearby hotel near Anna's apartment. I'm staying here for the night, or maybe two. I don't know. I'm not really the sensitive kind but I was hurt when she said those things. I hate her right now but I still love her. That makes sense right? I'm upset but I still love her. I crave her right now. I just really wanna kiss her right now. She always has this control over me and I don't know what.

The next morning I woke up in a hotel room instead of Anna's room. This was not how I imagines our first day back together. I checked my phone for any new texts but I didn't. I checked my twitter then Anna's. *stalker mode

@annakendrick47: "@SoRelatable: I really hate it when bae leaves." :-(

This girl is definitely giving me mixed signals.

@joshualerman: She couldn't care less aha :)

After awhile I saw that Anna has tweeted something.

@annakendrick47: I care about you though :)