Slight trigger warning
Today was the day My chemical romance would be going on tour for 8 months, you on the other hand were just sad, gerard ment everything to you, he was the one who helped you through depression, anxiety. He was the one who gave you motivation to get out of bed, eat and sleep and without him you were nothing.
Gerard P.O.V
This is going to be hard, I have to leave my own girlfriend alone for 8 months, what happens if she does something stupid like..............never mind. She will don't do that again,
I hope.
Y/n where are you, I need to talk to you for a moment.
Yes gee I replyed
Promise me when I go on tour you will not do something crazy like hurt yourself.
I promise I won't do that gee.
That's my baby girl he said while kissing your head.
Time passed and gerard had to go
Y/n on the other hand was just trying to be happy but it was fake, in the inside she felt crushed.
We were at the airport and that's when we had to say our goodbyes.
Gerard kissed me one more time before he had to leave and that's when I knew he was already gone.
Leaving the airport and not seeing or kissing gee for 8 months was worse then the G note (I'm sorry for bringing that up)
When I got back home I got a text from my friend
Fren: hey l/n gee asked me to check up on you every so often so ill be coming over at times, please try and be happy just imagine kissing him again in 8 months time.
Me: ill try but I'm not promising anything.
5 months later
By this time, I was cracked. I started being more crazy and being lost. I was eating less and sleeping less too. I was so close by giving up but I tried not to.
Another 2 months has passed
My anxiety has gotten worse, i feel like someone or something is going to show up and kill me, I was only sleeping a couple of hours and sometimes none, depression got to me too, sometimes I would trap myself in my room and only come out sometimes.
My friend has given up on me and the world to.
Knock knock knock ..................
Leaving it on a cliff hanger
Yes I know I'm evil
