Just A Lightweight[larry stylinson]

Chapter 1 || Vicious Cycle ||

   The feeling bubbled up inside of me, slowly working it's way up my stomach until it sped up all the way out my mouth and into the toilet..

" Ugh, fuckin' bile. " just like my life; down the drain.

My head was pounding hard and the constant knocking and name calling out the door was not helping.

" Louis, are you okay? Louis, answer me please.. I - I am worried, y'know. We should probably go out and see a doctor." Zayn suggested.

" No, just.. I'm alright. Havin' a hang over, that's all. " I moaned as I got up slowly to wash up my mouth.

" What? Again? Louis, I thought you said you'd control your drinking! I have been gone for one night and I come back to see you vomiting up your lungs!" He exclaimed.

Once I was done, I shuffled out the bathroom and past Zayn to my room. Zayn followed me, still lecturing me.

Zayn is quite the opposite of me, even though we are best mates. He is a social, people person who loves to party and loves everyone and is quite the caring person. I, on the other hand, am the anti-social loner who just drinks away all through the night until he passes out and he can only be social on his Tumblr or other social sites.

I hate my life, but not as much as I hate changing my shirt every fuckin' day.

Looking through my wardrobe, I grabbed a plain black t-shirt and a pair of grey sweat pants that were too big on me.

" Louis, look at you. You, are so thin and you are still upset because that publishing company didn't accept your story. And so? You're still a great writer and there's a website where you can publish your story up and plenty of publishers get on that website from time to time and if you're lucky, which I'm sure you will be, you'll get a book published. You need friends! You need to go out and breathe! Have fun, Lou! You're not getting any younger! " Zayn said as he emphasized 'not'.

I just sighed and agreed most of the time even though I didn't listen to the rest.

Walking in to the kitchen, I grabbed a bowl and the milk and cereal before preparing my breakfast. Zayn sighed as he leaned on the door frame with arms crossed.

" Did you even hear me?" He asked.

" .. Yeah." I nodded with a small smile.

He just rolled his eyes and grabbed his car keys.

" Where you heading?" I asked curiously.

" To pick up Perrie. We're going out for breakfast at this cool lookin' coffee shop by her house. Want to join us?" Zayn asked before grabbing his coat off the coat rack.

I just shook my head and flashed a small smile.

" Nah, I don't think so, I think I'll just sit out here and write. Probably call up Niall." I shrugged.

He tsked and shook his head lightly whilst putting on his coat.

" Go out with Ni. Don't stay here living this.. This.. Vicious cycle you call life... See you, Lou." He waved and left.

I stood there dumbfounded at his words.

" Vicious circle, huh.." And then stuffed my mouth with a spoonful of cereal.

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