Love at first sight {Jin FF}

Part 13 getting back with eachother?

It been 8 months since we broke up and talked to each other. I was feeling better after the months had passed by. Renna and would talk once in awhile as friends, but I still feel a little bit weird when I'm with her.

I would like to be with Renna again, but the thing is dose she wanna be with me? I don't know cause I not her, I'm not her voice in her head, if only I had enough strength to do those things with her before she say anything.
I just wonder why did just want to break up with me because of us not seeing each other?..

Ugh!! To much questions that I would never know now since its to late know... Should I tell Renna? About how I feel? I wish I could of told her more questions after when we argue with each other after we stopped talking. AAAHHH!! WHY AM I SO STUPID??

Maybe since it's the weekends.. I'll go for coffee even though I don't drink coffee much at all and a walk around. Yeah maybe that might take my mind about Renna.

After I went to the coffee store I went to go walk around. While walking around I saw so many couples walking around, and that's when it came up to me again.. Renna... As thinking about her I thought someone who looks exactly like Renna, but didn't pay much attention to it.

While on my way to my house I heard my phone ringing. It was Renna, but didn't pick up after the third call.

Jin: yes?
Renna: YOU JERK!! WHY DIDN'T GET MY CALLS??
Jin: sorry I didn't feel like picking up..
Renna: come to my house right now
Jin: WHAT!! I just came back home
Renna: STUT UP PIG! Just come I wanna talk to you
Jin: why can't you tell me now?

Renna just hung up on me. Aish that girl has anger issues.

When you went to reanna house Renna was looking scary as of she was going to kill someone and it looked like she was going to kill me for something. When she pushed me on the sofa, I thought she was going to punch me she instead sat on top of me facing me. I felt a little uncomfortable.

Jin: Well I'm here what?

Renna didn't say anything, but got closer to me. All of a sudden I saw tears streaming down her eyes. Then softly kissed me on the lips. I pushed her away as why she was crying and kissing me.

Jin: why are you doing this to me?
Renna: cause I miss you Jin.. I want you back. I want us to be back together. * she starts to cry*
Jin: Renna..
Renna: Jin l'm sorry for breaking up with you, I'm sorry for calling you bad names earlier. I was just mad that you didn't want to answer.
Jin: I don't how to feel, but I want be with you and, but...
Renna: But what? You don't miss me? You don't like how I kissed you.. Jin please I need you with me. I promise to change for you. You know hard for me kiss you.
Jin: I still don't know. I need to think about it first.
Renna: NO! I need to know right now!
Jin: Renna please I know your inpatient know, but I just need time to think.
Renna: stay the night with me and we can discuss withe each other.
Jin: okay..