Killua's Sister

Main Source of Her Pain

(Sorry two sad chapters in a row)

Random Pov

   Killua ran extremely fast down the hill to his awaiting friends and they greeted him cheerfully.

   It was hard for him to smile, but he did it for Y/n and that was all he could think about.

   He thought about how Y/n was afraid of thunderstorms, he looked up to see a grey sky. He worried this would be her first thunderstorm alone.

   She wasn't only in the back of his mind, but she clouded it all with her memories. Both happy and sad, he held in his emotions trying to act normal. Except, on the inside he was dying and it was uncontrollable...

   But he knew that he could survive, and keep living. Y/n would be happy, because he knew that's all she ever wanted...

    It was time for bed, the day had already breezed by. Everyone was asleep, but Killua. How could he sleep when his other half- probably wasn't in the best shape.

   He looked around, before digging his head into his pillow. He let out constant and choked out sobs, he cried his heart out. Silently to his pillow.

   He felt a vomiting sick feeling,as he imagined the punishment she must be enduring for him. He imagined her jumping and crying in fear at every clap of thunder.

   Except he couldn't feel, sympathize, or empathize with any of it. All he could do was lay there and cry helplessly...

   He sighed, white streaks of dried tears left on his smooth face left it crusty, hard , and confining. He knew she was feeling pain, but he felt it too...

   He breathed deeply and slowly, and slowly put himself to bed...

Your Pov

    I'm trapped in the dark basment yet I could hear everything going on outside, thunderstorm and all. I miss Killua and I wish he was with me, but I don't regret my decision.

    Even I I'm alone, all night...Or for the rest of my life...

   "I've..i've survived the rest so I can survive this too." I thought back to my childhood with Killua.

   He would always get the better toys and gifts, I thought back to how I wanted everything I could never have and I realized Killua became one of those things.

   I had so much hope things would turn out better than they were currently, but in reality I knew the chances of that were slim to none. So I cried, no one was around to see me this weak so I let it all out.

   Just than I heard a door slam. It was the family back for round two of my punishment, but all I could do was think that I'm alive and I'm still breathing. Which means Killua can still avoid this burden.

  My family were demons and this house there eternal prisoner, I am the human who sacrificed their place in paradise for another.

  Now I will bare that persons burden. "Father would like to see you now." Illumi laughed in my face....