cold//min yoongi AU

prologue

c e l

"celestine lee, will you be my girlfriend?" yoongi spoke out so loudly in front of the crowd he has gathered.

"yoongi min! what are you doing?!" i whisper-shouted at him, hes being ridiculous, he cant possibly like me.

"i know i tease you a lot, fool around with you everyday and such. but during those times, i've been the happiest. you make me happy, cel. please do the honors of making me the happiest by saying yes." he stated ever so sweetly.

i was shocked, surprised, i honestly didn't know what to do. something is off about this 'confession', i mean, doing it in front of the whole school?! definitely something he would NOT do.

"cel," i was pulled back to reality when he suddenly knelt down in front of me, "i like you, a lot."

"min, seriously?" i hesitantly asked, biting down on my bottom lip as nervousness took over my whole being.

"yes, lee." he almost rolled his eyes, i saw that, but he quickly recovered with a supposed to be reassuring smile. it did not soothe me at all.

"oh, okay then." i let out a small nervous laugh, gulping.

"okay?! so is that a yes?!" he stood up almost so quickly, pure shock written across his face.

wait. what. i just said okay, it wasn't a-

"yes! thank you! thank you so much, my jagi~" he hugged me, i stiffened against his embrace, my mind went blank, what the heck is happening?!

the crowd surrounding us began to cheer, yelling out 'congrats, bro!' , 'omg's and 'what the fuck?!'. so i awkwardly hugged him back with less effort compared to his tight grip on me.

okay i totally messed up, i didn't mean it to come out as a yes!

yeah he's cool and all, and i absolutely adored his milky white skin. but that doesn't mean i want to date him already! aigoo~

okay, alright, think positive celestine! uhh, he's cute, he was your first crush when you got here so yay? i still don't know the reason why that feeling faded though, i guess i got annoyed with him quickly. okay, so he's cute, he raps! and he sings and dances bUT we annoy each other a lot, so why would he like me? ho mah ga, hori shiet.

i didn't even notice that the crowd had already dispersed, leaving me and yoongi alone in the hallway. and he's still hugging me.

"yoongi, you can let go now." i lightly patted his back, gently pulling him off me. problem is, he wont budge, instead, he buried his face in my neck. HSGSHYSHSGJS SOMEONE PLEASE STOP THIS YOUNG BOY.

"but i don't wanna let go." he whined like a child, its kind of cute actually, and held me tighter.

"i've got to go home early," i cupped his face with both of my hands trying to lengthen the distance between us, but he just leaned in closer until our noses are touching, "i'll just- i'll just see you tomorrow, bye!" i hastily got out of his grip and ran towards the entrance of our school.

"i regret it all, my goodness!" i snapped back into the real world after my foolishness back then just smacked me hard now.

"what do you regret?" a chuckling seokjin sat next to me.

"interacting with people, so leave me alone." i slumped back further into our couch, wanting to already wake up with amnesia to forget all the stupid things i've done in my life.

"tch, i will not leave you alone because i am your oppa." he rolled his eyes at me and just scooted closer to me.

"actually, you are not one of the people i am talking about." i crossed my arms over my chest then leaned comfortably on the soft cushion.

"good."

"because you are not a person, you're a monkey. so instead, i regret interacting with monkeys." i held back my laughter, putting on a smug look on my face.

"yah! you are actually very lucky to be interacting with me, so be nice to your oppa." he flicked my forehead.

"aish, after flicking me, you are certainly not my oppa!" i exclaimed, flicking him back.

"you're the one who called me a monkey!" he widened his eyes at me, attempting to seem like a victim. totally not working.

"aigoo, your eyes scare me, oppa." i emphasized 'oppa' in a mocking tone.

"oh come on, dongsaeng, cheer up! now what is it that you regret so much?" he asked again, lying his head on my right shoulder.

"i regret dating yoongi, obviously." i sighed, very disappointed with myself for ever falling into his trap.

as i softly lay my head on top of jin's, he sighed as well, this is like a sighing competition and anytime now we might run out of breath.

"just try to forget it by making new memories!" he suggested.

"how can i make memories when all i do is lock myself inside my room and depend on my parents?!" i shut my eyes in frustration.

thats true, i don't have a job, my dad is doing well in business while my mom is a famous author. they also don't want me working since the money they're making is more than enough for the whole family. they are also not home most of the time because of their frequently hectic schedule, mostly business trips and book signings inside or outside the country.

i'm usually alone with jin-oppa at our house, we're not biologically related in anyway though. he's the son of my father's best bud, who died when jin was only 3 years old, his mother died after giving birth to him as well. my father was with jin and his dad when the accident happened. dad said his friend was an only child, as well as jin's mother, however, his grandparents are too old to take care of him. after the funeral, my parents had a long talk with jin's grandparents and then they decided to take him home with us, well me being only a 1 year-old when he got to live with us. but every year, we visit jin's grandparents so all is good.

"then go on a blind date or something! maybe you'll find the guy you will marry there~" he winked, flashing a cheeky smile, but then his face got really serious, "im just kidding you cant date ever again after what that pabo did to you." he glared at the memory.

"jin~ that was like 4 or 5 years ago! and i've already moved on, so forget him." i chuckled.

"you should be saying that to yourself, you're the one who cant forget about him, tch." he rolled his eyes.

"stop doing that, it's really offensive, i swear! but on a serious note, i just found my old diary while cleaning up, thats why i suddenly remembered him and of course, my stupidity." i then rubbed at my temples to ease the ache that is currently intensifying.

"come on, let's go get ice cream. oppa's treat~" he lightly poked my cheek, a very cute smile on his face, ugh annoying.

"okay, thank you, oppa~" i stood up, fixing the wrinkles on my shirt.

"you called me oppa!" he stood up and walked alongside me on the way to the ice cream store.

while walking, i stopped for a bit and kneeled down on one knee to tie my shoelace, i let jin go inside and wait for me there. as i was about to get up, a shadow towered over me.

"cel?"

okay that definitely wasn't jin.

i slowly looked up and-

"oh fuck my life."