I woke up in a dark hallway.. *was I still in school* I thought. I pulled my phone out of my pocket even though it hurt. It was lunch, so I got up. In order for me to get up it took all my strength, after I got up I walked out of the school and went home so no one would see me. After I got home I dropped my bag on the floor and headed upstairs to take a bath.
~skip bath part~
After my bath I dried myself and got into sweats and a sweatshirt. I walked into my room and found my bag, pulled out my only friend.. My blade.
I walked towards my bed and sat there, debating if I should do it. I pulled my sleeve up and glided it against my skin
I cut 10 new fresh slices on my arm. I felt relieved. No one in my family knows and I don't want them to, but I know i would have to tell them sooner or later. After I laid in bed for about 15 minutes sleep took over my body.
~2 hours later~
"Ugh" I groaned as someone was shaking me and telling me to get up. " go Away" I groaned. "No you have to get up mom invited our new neighbours over for dinner so you have to get ready" I recognized the voice, it was matt. I forgot all about my arms until Matt looked at my sleeve. I didn't realize what he was looking at until I followed where is eyes were looking. My sleeve was covered in blood.
"Destiny... What I-Is tha-at?" Matt asked.
"I-I'm sorry matt... I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I'm a screw up I know.. I'm really sorry" I said as tears started pouring out of my eyes. Matthew ran over to me and hugged me as tight as possible.
"It's okay I promise, I'm always here for you, but after dinner I got something to tell you" Matthew said really excited
"Okay" I said more as a question.
After that Matthew left my room so i could get ready. He said I need to wear a dress or something since mom said too. I then went in the shower and did all the stuff you do in the shower, and then got dressed after I got out.
Outfit:
•Floral dress & brown belt (goes right above the knees)
• brown combat boots
• white cardigan
After I got dressed I curled my hair and then did my makeup. For today I only put on foundation ( to cover my bruise, shocked matthew didn't see it) concealer, blush, mascara and a light shade of pick for lipstick. Right as I was done I heard the doorbell. I rushed downstairs and yelled to my mom who was in the kitchen. "I'LL GET IT MOOOM!" I yelled. Once I opened the door I couldn't believe who I saw... It was the person who bullied me since grade 6 (yes, I got bullied since grade 6) it was the one and only..
Shawn Mendes.
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I'm sorry my chapters are so short! I'm making the third chapter like right now! But thank you for reading I appreciate it<3
