Did you hear me?

I waited for you

I waited for you. I waited for you day and night. I didn't sleep. I waited. I waited for you to change your mind. Hoping you were ok. Running myself crazy trying to think of a way to say sorry. To apologise. Maybe it was something I said. Something I did to make you want to leave like that. Just pack up and go. You don't know what it feels like. Being abandoned by the only person you thought you could depend on. You don't. You've always had someone by your side. I never had that until you. But then you left. You took everything from me. You stripped me of my life. You left me with nothing. Nothing to call my own. I lost myself. I died for a few months. I died. So please. Don't you ever make it seem like you can walk in and out of my life when ever you please. Whenever it's convenient to you. I won't let you destroy me again. I won't let you.